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LastDayOnEarth

LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
364
I tested partial today, using a pillow sheet around my neck and a 12mm rope. I think I finally nailed it. My vision went blurry, I felt some type of shiver rush around my body, my ears were ringing and it felt like I was hearing things that weren't there, but there was no pain at all.

My senses went crazy, after I stopped and I grabbed the rope, it felt like I could hear every single inch of the rope as it moved and my touch sense felt 10x stronger, weird stuff

It all took maybe 5 seconds
 
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finalmission

Student
Jan 8, 2025
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it felt like I was hearing things that weren't there
What did you hear? when I passed out and woke up i heard constant fake screaming like from a horror movie
scary shit
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
364
What did you hear? when I passed out and woke up i heard constant fake screaming like from a horror movie
scary shit
I'm still making sense of the whole thing but I heard things like fake screaming also, and something that reassembled a chain being moved through concrete
 
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finalmission

Student
Jan 8, 2025
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I'm still making sense of the whole thing but I heard things like fake screaming also, and something that reassembled a chain being moved through concrete
In my experience the only feelings and sensations i felt while being close to passing out were just dizziness and similar feeling I get after smoking (sleepy feeling) and also vision starts going black.

But the symptoms of fake screaming i heard and actually i remember screaming too myself (my survival instinct probably initiated that) were like something you experience in a nightmare when you sleep but I was awake for the experience.

I also couldn't believe I didnt wake anyone up because i was made to believe by my survival instinct that i was screaming so loud that i never knew i could scream this loud.

Top scariest experiences of my life for certain
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
364
In my experience the only feelings and sensations i felt while being close to passing out were just dizziness and similar feeling I get after smoking (sleepy feeling) and also vision starts going black.

But the symptoms of fake screaming i heard and actually i remember screaming too myself (my survival instinct probably initiated that) were like something you experience in a nightmare when you sleep but I was awake for the experience.

I also couldn't believe I didnt wake anyone up because i was made to believe by my survival instinct that i was screaming so loud that i never knew i could scream this loud.

Top scariest experiences of my life for certain
I felt like a rush of shivers in my whole body, I was shaking a little too, really scary
 
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medinjured521

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Apr 20, 2026
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In my experience the only feelings and sensations i felt while being close to passing out were just dizziness and similar feeling I get after smoking (sleepy feeling) and also vision starts going black.

But the symptoms of fake screaming i heard and actually i remember screaming too myself (my survival instinct probably initiated that) were like something you experience in a nightmare when you sleep but I was awake for the experience.

I also couldn't believe I didnt wake anyone up because i was made to believe by my survival instinct that i was screaming so loud that i never knew i could scream this loud.

Top scariest experiences of my life for certain
Were you actually screaming or did you just think you were?
 
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bl33ding_heart

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Jun 24, 2025
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I talked with you a little on discord and you're a pretty cool guy. I'm sorry life has led you to the point of wanting to die. And I hope you find peace. ❤️
 
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BrokenByTheSystem

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Mar 23, 2026
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Did you feel suffocated or is it fine to breathe?

The thing I fear the most is suffocating, I only considering hanging and partial hanging because I hope it kills me by stopping blood pressure instead of suffocating.
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
364
Did you feel suffocated or is it fine to breathe?

The thing I fear the most is suffocating, I only considering hanging and partial hanging because I hope it kills me by stopping blood pressure instead of suffocating.
I didn't feel suffocated at the time
 
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somethingisntreal

The future prepared for us is a twisted joke.
Aug 30, 2025
220
Yeah that's what I thought, an auditory hallucination. Although I've read people will wake up and actually scream during failed partials
I think it might be a common experience because i too heard voices (albeit no screaming) when I tried psh.
 
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metothemoon

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Feb 11, 2024
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How did you use the pillow case? Like a "scarf" wrapped around the neck?
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
364
How did you use the pillow case? Like a "scarf" wrapped around the neck?
Yes exactly like that, it made it so much better, I basically experienced no pain on my neck which allowed me to press further and almost pass out
 
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Lamentice

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Mar 27, 2023
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I tried this method so many times and never got it to work! I'm invested-
 
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PainWorseThanDeath

I wish it could have been any other way.
Apr 29, 2026
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In my experience the only feelings and sensations i felt while being close to passing out were just dizziness and similar feeling I get after smoking (sleepy feeling) and also vision starts going black.

But the symptoms of fake screaming i heard and actually i remember screaming too myself (my survival instinct probably initiated that) were like something you experience in a nightmare when you sleep but I was awake for the experience.

I also couldn't believe I didnt wake anyone up because i was made to believe by my survival instinct that i was screaming so loud that i never knew i could scream this loud.

Top scariest experiences of my life for certain
I'm still making sense of the whole thing but I heard things like fake screaming also, and something that reassembled a chain being moved through concrete
What did you hear? when I passed out and woke up i heard constant fake screaming like from a horror movie
scary shit


Yo... hear me out on some creepypasta shit...

What if that screaming never stops? What if that nightmare never ends?

What if thats "hell", not necessarily the Christian hell, or what if it's something like another dimension... a realm of never ending horrors?

What if you were in the process of leaving your body for that realm, and then caught yourself just in the knick of time?

Woooieeeee-woooooo! Spoooookie shit!

But seriously... what -if?!-
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
364
Yo... hear me out on some creepypasta shit...

What if that screaming never stops? What if that nightmare never ends?

What if thats "hell", not necessarily the Christian hell, or what if it's something like another dimension... a realm of never ending horrors?

What if you were in the process of leaving your body for that realm, and then caught yourself just in the knick of time?

Woooieeeee-woooooo! Spoooookie shit!

But seriously... what -if?!-
It would be very scary but wouldn't put it past it, its weird we hear things that aren't there
 
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PainWorseThanDeath

I wish it could have been any other way.
Apr 29, 2026
92
It would be very scary but wouldn't put it past it, its weird we hear things that aren't there
It is.. I'll be honest with you, when I read that shit in this thread it scared the hell out of me LOL

Like, for real though.. we could make a really good creepypasta out of this.
 
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LastDayOnEarth

Vsed apologist
May 20, 2025
364
It is.. I'll be honest with you, when I read that shit in this thread it scared the hell out of me LOL

Like, for real though.. we could make a really good creepypasta out of this.
Maybe as we leave our bodies we start to hear spirits in the purgatory or something, who knows, biologically I dont know why our brains would make us hear things like that as we lose oxygen
 
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finalmission

Student
Jan 8, 2025
118
Maybe as we leave our bodies we start to hear spirits in the purgatory or something, who knows, biologically I dont know why our brains would make us hear things like that as we lose oxygen
It is.. I'll be honest with you, when I read that shit in this thread it scared the hell out of me LOL

Like, for real though.. we could make a really good creepypasta out of this.
For me it makes sense why the brain would make me hear things like that. My brain realized that its dying, and literally took control over me

When i heard those screams i felt like i was dying and trying to do everything i could to be saved, i still dont understand how those screams were fake because if they were real everyone in my house would have woken up and found me.

If the shit i experienced in this thread scared you just from reading about it, imagine how i felt. i felt helpless, i felt pure horror that words cant describe. Even thinking about the event still gives me trauma, I just cant believe that my brain was able to put so much fear in me, only in my imagination and hallucinations.

The feeling that i felt was if someone was choking me to death, but there was no one..... only me alone in my room

But when i try partial again at least i will be prepared
 
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