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DeathIsTheWayOut99

DeathIsTheWayOut99

Warlock
Jun 6, 2020
798
I did something bad and now I feel guilty for fucking up another possible friendship. Im such a fucking bitch I swear....
I am so ashamed but I fucked up somethign and feel like I have to die right now. I am spiraling pretty badly and dont know what the fuck to do....
 
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SuiSqueeze92

SuiSqueeze92

Self Saboteur
Jan 15, 2020
479
I did something bad and now I feel guilty for fucking up another possible friendship. Im such a fucking bitch I swear....
I am so ashamed but I fucked up somethign and feel like I have to die right now. I am spiraling pretty badly and dont know what the fuck to do....

Mistakes happen... it's okay. Doesn't call for the need to die for it.
 
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Bct

Bct

Disqualified from Being Human
Apr 20, 2020
419
I quite understand your guilty feeling. I messed up too much & I don't think I'm redeemable.
 
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smile418

smile418

Member
Feb 21, 2020
49
I'm sorry you feel that way about yourself. Do you have BPD?
 
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FluffyDove

FluffyDove

Experienced
May 11, 2020
218
What did you do? Sometimes it helps to talk things through.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
I do this all the time ngl, I'm an emotional wrecking ball. I just had to learn to accept not being liked by the majority of people I meet.
 
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MaisieWilliamsLover

MaisieWilliamsLover

Member
Jun 27, 2020
90
I'm sorry you are feeling 5this way. I can relate. I feel the same way.
 
yami9292

yami9292

a sleepy loner
Feb 20, 2019
34
Sometimes it feels like we messed up bad but maybe you didn't as bad as you thought? Even though I feel that often too, I mess up and then things feel so bad but it turns out okay but never the same after though so idk either
 

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