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toanachreoninhell

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Feb 22, 2025
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I took an overdose of acetaminophen and diazepam a couple of days ago. I spent the evening in the hospital.

The mental health consultants told me that we're all on our own and that I just have to persevere.

When I got home my partner told me that her therapist described my actions towards her as horrific abuse. That's how people described my dad's actions towards my mother. That's how people describe child abuse.

My partner wants to try and have date night tonight.

I've done some googling and I know that ending it will just be chalked up to more abuse.

I should leave a note explicitly telling the world who I am.

I never meant to hurt anyone like this.
 
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