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orlandom

Mage
Mar 4, 2021
514
I still love her.

Time runs. I get 0.2% better every day.

I still love her.

The brain tries to erase all feelings. He helps me but I don't want to.

I know that I will never be happy again.

Time runs...

I feel like a zombie ... I live but I don't feel anything. I'm like a porcelain figurine.

Can someone break me?

Still ... I love her so ... Like no one and never.

Devoted forever.


A devotee is like a dog. Your autumn leaf. I'm flying away in love. Long away.

Love you
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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I know you do, bro.
Hope you can feel better somehow, I know it's veeeery hard.

Hugs,

Matt
 
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orlandom

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Mar 4, 2021
514
I missed this feeling so much ...
I communicated with people who have never loved and they have never been loved as much as I loved.

At least I'm happy that I love.

What am I - who can love and cannot forget. Always in my head ...

The bird of my dreams. You're the best. You will never see these lines.

But know you are the best.

Love you.
 
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nopointofliving

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Apr 19, 2021
513
I also do.
I'm crazy.... he created much trouble for me, I'm in deep depression because of him
In spite the fact he manipulated me, I help him to enhance his life without letting him know it was me who offered him a helping hand. I gone mad.
 
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orlandom

Mage
Mar 4, 2021
514
I think I'm blowing up this forum a little with my topics.

But fucking my feelings.

Excuse those who are physiologically ill or those who have mental problems.

I just got fucked.

I'm different.

I have a different reason.

But I am also standing at the bus stop.

I'm just trying to talk about my pain.


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Can you fucking imagine not listening to music for half a year ????????

Is this fucking real ???????

Imagine? I was the happiest person on the planet. Then I was smashed on the floor. And I became special.

You can imagine that in my expensive car with cool multimedia I never turn on music for 6 months !!!!

Do you understand?

How can you hurt?

It all reminds me of her ...

Everything reminds ... Every evening I try to go to bed as late as possible. To just turn off. To just fall asleep and not think about anything.

Every morning I get up to work like a zombie ...

I'm passing her house ...

I'm driving through ... our past life ...

Pain. Tears.

But am I walking proudly? Where to?

Nowhere.
 
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Beachedwhale

Mage
Mar 3, 2021
526
I still love her.

Time runs. I get 0.2% better every day.

I still love her.

The brain tries to erase all feelings. He helps me but I don't want to.

I know that I will never be happy again.

Time runs...

I feel like a zombie ... I live but I don't feel anything. I'm like a porcelain figurine.

Can someone break me?

Still ... I love her so ... Like no one and never.

Devoted forever.


A devotee is like a dog. Your autumn leaf. I'm flying away in love. Long away.

Love you
0.2 percent daily improvement means you'll be cured in 500 days time! Less than 2 years!

Jokes aside, I completely get your feeling of regret/despair.
I have it too and it is also driving me to suicide.

But I truly hope that we can take practical steps to create a new life for ourselves, a life in which we can forget about what we lost. A life in which we will have an inner strength.

Have you considered psychedelics like mushrooms?
 
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orlandom

Mage
Mar 4, 2021
514
I love you my dear.

You are the ocean to me.

I'm drowning in you.

My kitty.

How I love you !!!!

Alo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Everyone know that my love is a million times stronger than yours !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I swear!

I love you so much, my Tanya. :heart:


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Wednesday...

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Wednesday


 
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lonerclown666

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Dec 1, 2020
540
I love a girl that never was my gf
 
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