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I see two people in the mirror

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Emily123

Arcanist
May 28, 2019
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I had this feeling last night that I was seeing two people in the mirror . The first one was me before the transaition(I am a transgender) with all the problems in the body . The second one looks like an innocent baby who borned after my transition . She was playing and singing like other kids . I could not look at her eyes . I cried a lot . I felt guilty that I am going to kill her .
I know that it sounds like I am getting crazy . But this froum is the only place that I can discuss it
 
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