I need some strong advice on a good method to take my leave . I am almost ready

[Now_And_Then]

Things are finishing for me and I aim to go in the next couple of months


I wanted to go the S N route , but I have discovered that it is almost impossible to find any of it from a reliable source

I do not want to slit my wrists or do any sort of stabbing and I do it have access to a gun


Are there any reliable ways via some sort of detergent or bleach based liquids ?

 

[KleinerWolf]

Whats causing you to think of catching the bus?

 

[Ghost2211]

Hey friend, have you checked out the methods resource?

 

[Now_And_Then]

Whats causing you to think of catching the bus?

It is very complicated , but I am literally too far gone to be able to be cured

My child hood is also getting butchered as I speak , one by one , things are dropping down


Plus there are the excessive thoughts that keep troubling me



I need to go

 

[KleinerWolf]

It is very complicated , but I am literally too far gone to be able to be cured

My child hood is also getting butchered as I speak , one by one , things are dropping down


Plus there are the excessive thoughts that keep troubling me



I need to go

We all struggle one way or another.
I hope there's a way you see yourself through your hardships.
I'm sure you are more than capable to make decisions for yourself,
I pray for you a good outcome nonetheless.

 

[Silver]

Are there any reliable ways via some sort of detergent or bleach based liquids ?

No.

I'm sorry you are struggling emotionally. These 'excessive thoughts', what do you mean by that?

 

[Now_And_Then]

No.

I'm sorry you are struggling emotionally. These 'excessive thoughts', what do you mean by that?

It is just severe thoughts that I find un-comfortable , even torture , that keep popping up in my head

Paranoid thoughts


All I keep thinking is if only I had of continually fought against those thoughts when I was in my younger years and not give in to Paranoia , I nah have had a better life , I could have even found a proper girl friend , improved my self physically and mentally

Now it is too late . I know it is too late because my mental health is in-curable and my age does not help ( 37 )

I still long for my child hood innocence and to start again from there , but with a wary attitude

I screwed up , but I think society helped me screw up in lots of ways