Method I need help

[__dystop1a__]

Hello, I have pills like escitalopram, lorazepam and quetiapine, since I suffer from ADHD and BPD. I've been sick for more than a year and I haven't gotten better despite going to therapy, I just want to stop suffering. My question is if a mixture of all those pills would end up helping me for ctb, or if I might need to mix them with alcohol or do something else, please I need help with this. My parents abuse me every day, I am alone, I have no friends and I just want to stop crying every day.

 

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It is unlikely that the medications that you have listed above will result in death from overdosing. The exception being Lorazepam
, which requires you to combined with opiod drugs, such as codeine or morphine.

 

[itsalittlecold]

Hello, I have pills like escitalopram, lorazepam and quetiapine, since I suffer from ADHD and BPD. I've been sick for more than a year and I haven't gotten better despite going to therapy, I just want to stop suffering. My question is if a mixture of all those pills would end up helping me for ctb, or if I might need to mix them with alcohol or do something else, please I need help with this. My parents abuse me every day, I am alone, I have no friends and I just want to stop crying every day.

I can relate to how your feeling, I suffer the same adhd & only just diagnosed bpd.
I'm curious, don't you have the opportunity for adhd medication?

Overdosing on medication like that, there's a higher chance you'll just damage your organs and slightly worsen your quality of life.

 

[__dystop1a__]

I can relate to how your feeling, I suffer the same adhd & only just diagnosed bpd.
I'm curious, don't you have the opportunity for adhd medication?

Overdosing on medication like that, there's a higher chance you'll just damage your organs and slightly worsen your quality of life.

I'm taking that medication already for the adhd. I just want to end it tbh nothing will change my mind. I want to try the SN method but it's difficult to buy it in my country and I don't know I just want something fast.

 

[iamgoddamnlost]

Hello, I have pills like escitalopram, lorazepam and quetiapine, since I suffer from ADHD and BPD. I've been sick for more than a year and I haven't gotten better despite going to therapy, I just want to stop suffering. My question is if a mixture of all those pills would end up helping me for ctb, or if I might need to mix them with alcohol or do something else, please I need help with this. My parents abuse me every day, I am alone, I have no friends and I just want to stop crying every day.

You're on sanctioned suicide too right? You're the just a girl? You have broken up with your boyfriend and you really love him and it sucks? Yes?

 

[itsalittlecold]

I'm taking that medication already for the adhd. I just want to end it tbh nothing will change my mind. I want to try the SN method but it's difficult to buy it in my country and I don't know I just want something fast.

I'm saying this for awareness, but them meds aren't helping adhd that much. Ideally you'd need something dopamine/norephinephrine related. Lorazepam good for anxiety though.
Just wanna point it out, because incase you don't find a method for a while and you can increase dopamine you'll Atleast feel a little more comfy living.

I can't suggest methods or anything unfortunately, have you had a look through the mega threads for ideas?

 

[__dystop1a__]

You're on sanctioned suicide too right? You're the just a girl? You have broken up with your boyfriend and you really love him and it sucks? Yes?

Yes that's exactly me

I'm saying this for awareness, but them meds aren't helping adhd that much. Ideally you'd need something dopamine/norephinephrine related. Lorazepam good for anxiety though.
Just wanna point it out, because incase you don't find a method for a while and you can increase dopamine you'll Atleast feel a little more comfy living.

I can't suggest methods or anything unfortunately, have you had a look through the mega threads for ideas?

I can not find it. Could you please send me the link? Thank you

 

[iamgoddamnlost]

You're on sanctioned suicide too right? You're the just a girl? You have broken up with your boyfriend and you really love him and it sucks? Yes?

Say something

You're on sanctioned suicide too right? You're the just a girl? You have broken up with your boyfriend and you really love him and it sucks? Yes?

* Suicide forum. Com

 

[__dystop1a__]

Say something

* Suicide forum. Com

Yes I told you, that's me

 

[itsalittlecold]

Yes that's exactly me

I can not find it. Could you please send me the link? Thank you

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[__dystop1a__]

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Thank you very much!!

 

[iamgoddamnlost]

Yes that's exactly me

I can not find it. Could you please send me the link? Thank you

You shouldn't come here xxx! No! Don't you're going to harm yourself and I know that's what you want but that's not you want deep down you want to heal and that's possible but you would have to live for it

 

[__dystop1a__]

You shouldn't come here xxx! No! Don't you're going to harm yourself and I know that's what you want but that's not you want deep down you want to heal and that's possible but you would have to live for it

I already harm myself every single day. And I can't take it anymore.
Who are you?

 

[iamgoddamnlost]

I already harm myself every single day. And I can't take it anymore.
Who are you?

You don't harm yourself. It hurts because it's supposed to, because wrong is being happened to you.
You don't have to stay strong, you just have to keep breathing.
And as about who I am, I would rathe keep it personal

 

[__dystop1a__]

You don't harm yourself. It hurts because it's supposed to, because wrong is being happened to you.
You don't have to stay strong, you just have to keep breathing.
And as about who I am, I would rathe keep it personal

I do, I cut myself every day to stop the crying because I can't stop crying. Nothing will change my mind. I'm not strong, like my parents say, I'm weak, pathetic, ridiculous, a bitch, a cockroach, a parasyte, so yeah.
And you know my name but you don't want to say who you are?

 

[iamgoddamnlost]

I do, I cut myself every day to stop the crying because I can't stop crying. Nothing will change my mind. I'm not strong, like my parents say, I'm weak, pathetic, ridiculous, a bitch, a cockroach, a parasyte, so yeah.
And you know my name but you don't want to say who you are?

Self harm can be tough to deal with and it's okay. I will recommend you an ig page in private chat perhaps you can see the page, it really helps to validate your feelings yet will motivate you that you can get through this. You are certain nothing will change your mind? Really? I don't think so, I can hear a voice in your heart deep inside begging for help and it doesn't want to die. Listen closely, you will hear it too don't mask it with the fake lies that you want to kill yourself. You don't and you shouldn't. What they say doesn't define you. No one defines you except yourself. Yes I want to keep it to myself.

 

[__dystop1a__]

Self harm can be tough to deal with and it's okay. I will recommend you an ig page in private chat perhaps you can see the page, it really helps to validate your feelings yet will motivate you that you can get through this. You are certain nothing will change your mind? Really? I don't think so, I can hear a voice in your heart deep inside begging for help and it doesn't want to die. Listen closely, you will hear it too don't mask it with the fake lies that you want to kill yourself. You don't and you shouldn't. What they say doesn't define you. No one defines you except yourself. Yes I want to keep it to myself.

I tried those things and it helped me until he broke up with me. Nothing motivates me anymore. I appreciate that you want to help, but the thing is that I don't want help in that way. I don't want to get better. I want to be with him.

 

[iamgoddamnlost]

I tried those things and it helped me until he broke up with me. Nothing motivates me anymore. I appreciate that you want to help, but the thing is that I don't want help in that way. I don't want to get better. I want to be with him.

He doesn't love you
You won't be happy with him?

 

[__dystop1a__]

He doesn't love you
You won't be happy with him?

Thank you. That's why i will kill myself.

 

[justanotherdaynow]

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PPH Essentials 2022

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Do you happen to know how to get an updated 2024 link?

There's an age requirement but I'm hoping someone has access on here since I don't meet the age requirement