I miss my SN

[Konjac]

Had it confiscated by police and zero luck getting it back. It cost £30 and was shipped from Ukraine a year ago, I'd genuinely be shocked if I managed to get my hands on anymore. Back to the classic unreliable, painful methods because this world doesn't like people having a dignified death. I just want to sleep.

 

[sivvie]

That really sucks, I'm sorry you had to go through that :( Even if you didn't go through with it, it must've been comforting to have as an option. I hope you find a method that makes you leave as peacefully as possible if that's what it comes down to. <3

 

[Konjac]

That really sucks, I'm sorry you had to go through that :( Even if you didn't go through with it, it must've been comforting to have as an option. I hope you find a method that makes you leave as peacefully as possible if that's what it comes down to. <3

Thank you, it really was a comfort to know that I always had the option. I'm just mad I was always too scared to go through with it while I had it, and when I actually did have the balls to go through with it I'd completely lost it haha. I only found it again recently but was caught by police right as I was about to drink it. Hopefully I find the right method sometime soon. :')

 

[FuneralCry]

It is cruel how people have to resort to painful methods that could fail in order to end their suffering. It is a very horrible world we live in. Our right to die should be respected, as it is our life, our decision and it is nothing to do with anyone else. I can imagine it must be really frustrating having to go through this. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[Crazy4u]

this is so annoying. Can you order it again?

 

[Konjac]

this is so annoying. Can you order it again?

I doubt the seller I got it from is still around, I could probably find other sources but I don't have the money. I might try just going to the butchers and seeing if they have any for 'curing meat', things are getting a bit desperate.