I have failed to ctb

[Zzzzz]

I don't think I'm strong enough to ctb. Logically, I know suicide will be less suffering than life. But I never feel good about it when I'm in the moment. Maybe I'll get cancer instead. I still don't want to live . I'm not happy with my inability to do it but it is what it is I guess.

 

[FuneralCry]

I know what you mean, it is hard to take our own lives and it requires overcoming the survival instinct. Many methods can easily go wrong too. If only there was an peaceful way out if we wanted one.

 

[heraclitus23]

We've all failed at some point. Don't give yourself a hard time.

 

[Zzzzz]

We've all failed at some point. Don't give yourself a hard time.

Thanks. You are right but I'm in a very bad situation I feel because of it.

 

[WornOutLife]

I know that feeling.
I've failed 3 times and sometimes I wonder, "Will I ever ctb?"
Anyway, I'll really try to go for it before my 40s.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace.

Hugs,

Matt

 

[Zzzzz]

I know that feeling.
I've failed 3 times and sometimes I wonder, "Will I ever ctb?"
Anyway, I'll really try to go for it before my 40s.

Whatever happens, wish you lots of love and peace.

Hugs,

Matt

What caused you to fail may I ask?

 

[Ch92921]

What caused you to fail may I ask?

Once he used overdose methode. Very predictable to go fail.

 

[NormaJeane]

Committing suicide without the help of a doctor is the hardest thing a human being can do.