I have a strong desire for CTB, due to fear of undergoing major, destructive, and irreversible surgeries.

[disabledlife]

Have you ever wished to die rather than undergo major, destructive, and irreversible surgeries? Surgeries such as organ amputations, irreversible side effects like prostheses, loss of function, etc.

 

[Binderz]

Yes, your words resonate with me. If the surgery is extremely risky or has a high probability of a bad outcome (like becoming even more disabled), I would say no way.

 

[Xiaojiu]

Have you ever wished to die rather than undergo major, destructive, and irreversible surgeries? Surgeries such as organ amputations, irreversible side effects like prostheses, loss of function, etc.

Yes, I used to be a hopeful and positive person. And didn't think how surgery can actually be botched and fail causing more issues and pains. So, now I have so much anxiety about surgeries and medical procedures. I would now rather die than go through another one

 

[itsgone2]

Have you ever wished to die rather than undergo major, destructive, and irreversible surgeries? Surgeries such as organ amputations, irreversible side effects like prostheses, loss of function, etc.

Yes. Why do you say this though? Are you facing something?
I once had what would typically be considered a routine surgery. It was botched and ruined my life. I wish I hadn't trusted the medical industry. Some good people have helped me but there are true monsters out there.