I hate having to lie to people when they ask me what I'm doing next year. I have to keep telling people i'm going away to some school in the fall when i'm not even planning on living past this month. I would want to be honest but that's just not an option. I wish people could just let me go.
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hopelessdreams
life and its opposite
- Mar 1, 2022
- 176
totally feel you. sometimes i laugh at myself because i make up all these plans, while i don't even know if i'll be alive by then.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,593
I find it extremely depressing to think about the future personally. I do not want any future, instead I want to be gone. I do wish that we lived in a world where we could be open about our plans to ctb and others understood and accepted our decision. I understand why you would be frustrated at having to lie. Suicide should not be so stigmatised and our right to die should always be respected. I hope that you find relief from suffering.Similar threads
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