Venting i hate my birthday

[fuyuu]

my bday was yesterday. it just makes me so sad. just a few months ago i thought i'd be dead by now. i just woke up unbelievably tired and wanting to punch the wall knowing i have class in an hour. i saw some other girls in my dorm yesterday celebrate their friends birthday and i keep thinking back on how long it's been since i was able to do that. i wonder if they're going to a nice restaurant for dinner while i'm eating cup noodles. what's a birthday even supposed to celebrate? my existence? this is a stupid joke.

 

[ifihadnever]

I've been the same hated my birthday since I was a teen (and that was many moons ago). Sorry you are feeling this way. I feel like I should say happy birthday for yesterday but appreciate you don't like birthdays....hope today is slightly better now yesterday is out the way!

 

[Alexandra_]

I also hate the day I was born. It was a huge mistake. That day is a black day on the calendar
Hugs to you

 

[elenaboo25]

I hate the day I was conceived. I don't have it in my calendar, though, as my parents never told me when exactly it was.

 

[eternalpace]

I happen to hate my birthday, all holidays, etc. They're just normal days that others seem to find joy in... and are typically just a bundle of misery to me.

 

[DistraughtWolf]

Yearly reminder of your parents selfishness. I personally wouldn't mind if the life given was actually worth celebrating for.