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RickSanchez2022

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Aug 28, 2022
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the sn was just delivered. I'm so anxious. I also got domperidone now I just need a strong sedative. On the other hand I'm still not sure I want to ctb. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜­
 
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Everlong

Everlong

One last chance to turn it around
Sep 7, 2022
105
the sn was just delivered. I'm so anxious. I also got domperidone now I just need a strong sedative. On the other hand I'm still not sure I want to ctb. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜­
I had an email issue and couldn't see the details for the order. Then I called and was told the tracking numbers were screwed up. They're shipping another bottle. I thought I was caught fir sure the wife saw browsing history and I had to say it was a type of tool polishing agent. πŸ˜‚
Congratulations. I'm with you on hesitancy. I just got some caps of msg if mushrooms. If nature can't fix me, I'm out.
Good luck whichever path you choose. Don't be hasty. No do-overs.
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*magic mushrooms. WTF, Siri? I swear, no woman in my life really listens to what I say.
 
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hush hush

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May 13, 2022
128
the sn was just delivered. I'm so anxious. I also got domperidone now I just need a strong sedative. On the other hand I'm still not sure I want to ctb. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜­
I think you can take your time until your SN and meds expire if it is sealed (otherwise, it may cake and harden to the point of bing useless). However, you need to make a decision (whatever this decision is) before the circumstances force you to make the decision.
"A man who procrastinates in his choosing will inevitably have his choice made for him by circumstance." ― Hunter S. Thompson
 
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jodes2

jodes2

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Aug 28, 2022
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I hope you manage to make up your mind! It's not worth doing on impulse. Good luck
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,561
At least you have the option of a way to leave. No one should ever have to feel trapped in this world with no way out. I wish you the best in whatever you decide.
 
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TiredLostHope20

TiredLostHope20

SN Arrived!
Aug 24, 2022
136
Don't do it on impulse as you are less like to go through with it. Feel relaxed first and let all your problems drift away...
 
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iltloml

Member
Aug 25, 2022
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the sn was just delivered. I'm so anxious. I also got domperidone now I just need a strong sedative. On the other hand I'm still not sure I want to ctb. πŸ˜‚πŸ˜­
Can I pm you on the source of domperidone?
 
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makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
Some folks can ctb at once and others wait for the right time and conditions. No one could find fault as the decision is yours alone. I support your decision what ever path you take.
Don't do it on impulse as you are less like to go through with it. Feel relaxed first and let all your problems drift away...
Knowing I and I alone have control, is almost intoxicating for me. Just being to be able to ctb is such a joy and delight. I don't think the normals can feel our type of feelings. I sometimes think that at least some of the normals are not smart enough to see and feel the things we do. It is almost like we add up the data and then decide to ctb.
 
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Enlightened
Aug 14, 2022
1,290
I think you can take your time until your SN and meds expire if it is sealed (otherwise, it may cake and harden to the point of bing useless). However, you need to make a decision (whatever this decision is) before the circumstances force you to make the decision.
"A man who procrastinates in his choosing will inevitably have his choice made for him by circumstance." ― Hunter S. Thompson
SN will usually clump regardless if it doesn't contain anti-caking agents.
 
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RickSanchez2022

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Aug 28, 2022
64
I bought Valium today. I was thinking about doing it tonight but chickened out and ate so I won't have the empty stomach needed. Maybe tomorrow πŸ’”
 

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