Venting I feel so much pain

[The Disqualified]

I feel so much pain right now.
Such a strong and painful feeling inside my chest. It feels like fire burning inside me.

I feel horrible, especially after being forced to interact with others.
They know I am not well. I am just embarrassing myself out there.

I feel horrible, but I can't cry in public.
I am just a jester—I wish I could disappear once and for all and never have to see anyone again. This is all a charade—I just want to die and disappear.
But I don't want to die like that

I have so much pain inside me. I will just have to wait for it to go away.

 

[bl33ding_heart]

You don't deserve to suffer so much. I don't know exactly what you're going through but I know how horrible it feels to feel like pain is coursing through your veins. And I wish I could reach into the hearts of you and everyone else here and take away that pain. Cus none of us deserve this. I really hope for your suffering to ease.