Venting I feel sick

[bumoshi]

I really can't live like this anymore, why I should try if no one recognize my effort, I hate my teachers so much, and hate my dad so, so much.
Everything seems unreal, I don't even know why I'm so depressed, and of course no one knows too, why can I just stay in my bedroom until I die? It will be so easy that way, if they left me alone it would me so fucking easy.
I can't understand anything anymore, I feel like I can't get up of the bed, I have no clue what to do, I just need to disappear, I want to run away but I have nowhere to go, I'm stuck in the same fucking place and I hate it, I can't sleep more than four hours and is driving me insane, I can't think straight, I'm sorry for this, I just need to rest or something I guess, ignore it I'm just venting idc

 

[randomz]

I know what you mean. I feel the same way. It's horrible. I guess you need some sort of vacation from life. Maybe see if you can get some free days and do what you enjoy, find yourself some new hobby. I am sorry you feel this way. You can always vent here.