jimmy7754
I just want to be myself again
- Dec 15, 2021
- 508
The only memories of me feeling alive are just little sparks. I can't feel like this anymore.
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Wrennie
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- Dec 18, 2019
- 1,546
I try not to think too much about my past memories. The knowledge that the hobbies I used to actively engage in and that the fun times I spent with friends & loved ones are now forever out of my grasp is by far too painful for my heart to handle. I spend the remainder of my time on this earth dissociating from the harsh & unforgivable nature of my reality. I'm used to dissociating as an unhealthy coping mechanism stemming from childhood trauma, so it comes easier to me than most.Last edited:
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,623
I feel like I have already died as well, in my case it could be argued that I have never even felt alive. Living a pointless, empty existence can be dreadful. It is cruel how we are forced to exist without choice and we have to endure all this pain. I hope you find freedom from your suffering.Similar threads
