Why is my life so ruined? It is ruined since I am a child. Domestic violence and bullying killed my soul. I think normal people find life often boring. I wish I would be bored. I am in agony and worry so much that there is no time for being bored. I wish I would be bored because everyday was just normal. This chance is gone. Everything is gone and I shall live this fucking hell. What a fucking bullshit.
My parents deserve it when they see my dead body. Now they try to fix my problems. It is way too late to fix anything. I try not to see it as a revenge. But mom once mentioned my suicide would ruin her life. I really don't give a fuck. You abused for over a decade.
My parents deserve it when they see my dead body. Now they try to fix my problems. It is way too late to fix anything. I try not to see it as a revenge. But mom once mentioned my suicide would ruin her life. I really don't give a fuck. You abused for over a decade.
