Venting My own mom asked me why can’t i just be normal…

[SoCloseSoFar]

I don't know. I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask to be trans, I didn't ask to be depressed, I didn't ask to be suicidal. Sometimes I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up because as much as it hurts and i desperately wanna scream she's wrong, she isn't. She's right, she's fucking right. Nothing that describes me is normal, okay, to me normal is going through my gender reassignment surgery, okay, I'm aware that I'm not normal, it just hurts worse hearing it from my mom and when we were on vacation in florida no less, the time where i SHOULD be at my happiest, but no. Fuck my life man…

 

[milkytoast467]

I don't know. I didn't ask for this. I didn't ask to be trans, I didn't ask to be depressed, I didn't ask to be suicidal. Sometimes I just wish I could fall asleep and never wake up because as much as it hurts and i desperately wanna scream she's wrong, she isn't. She's right, she's fucking right. Nothing that describes me is normal, okay, to me normal is going through my gender reassignment surgery, okay, I'm aware that I'm not normal, it just hurts worse hearing it from my mom and when we were on vacation in florida no less, the time where i SHOULD be at my happiest, but no. Fuck my life man…

My dad left me when I transitioned two years ago, and my mom is currently in a hospital for acute cirrhosis. I'm sorry you feel that way, life really is just unfair. If it doesn't bother you, maybe you can chat with me, I bet we'd be good friends <3

 

[Pluto]

 

[1nocares]

What the fuck even is normal????
Why even have kids if you have some sort of fantasy about them, than can and will never be achieved. Many people live through their children, and have a hard time accepting anything other than what they fantasize. Just my two cents. I'm sorry you had to listen to that