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Venting I don't want to live. But I am not suicidal or depressed

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retstardeda$$hole

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Jul 21, 2026
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I can try to fix my issues but I still wish to die

Death seems the most attractive option to me, I dont want to keep living.

This system that is designed to make you function a certain way, I have to put in a great amount of effort just to mold myself to be the person that would function the best in this system.

I cant bear the thought of living like this for the next 60 years.

It might be autism combined with ADHD I don't fucking know. I just dont want to keep doing it.
 
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