Venting I don’t want to die alone

[Wanted Opioid]

I wish had someone who would stay with me and reassure me when I do it.

I've been an outcast my whole life.
Is wanting to be with someone when I die too much to ask for?

 

[L'absent]

You should look for someone who wants to commit suicide with you. Or go to clinics where they practice assisted suicide. In those clinics you are always accompanied by a person who shakes your hand and whispers in your ear until the end. The end happens in 4 minutes.

 

[amerie]

You should look for someone who wants to commit suicide with you. Or go to clinics where they practice assisted suicide. In those clinics you are always accompanied by a person who shakes your hand and whispers in your ear until the end. The end happens in 4 minutes.

Be careful with the first option, also how do you find assisted clinics?

 

[golgappa]

You should look for someone who wants to commit suicide with you. Or go to clinics where they practice assisted suicide. In those clinics you are always accompanied by a person who shakes your hand and whispers in your ear until the end. The end happens in 4 minutes.

Which country is this?

I wish had someone who would stay with me and reassure me when I do it.

I've been an outcast my whole life.
Is wanting to be with someone when I die too much to ask for?

Hey , same for me i would like that too

 

[L'absent]

Unfortunately there isn't the whole video. However, a person accompanies you until the end, even offering you some chocolate after drinking that very disgusting Nembutal drink.

 

[Thisisnotaname]

Easier in belgium as I know

 

[Wanted Opioid]

You should look for someone who wants to commit suicide with you. Or go to clinics where they practice assisted suicide. In those clinics you are always accompanied by a person who shakes your hand and whispers in your ear until the end. The end happens in 4 minutes.

Where I live you must have at least some kind of terminal illness to be given MAID.

 

[guitarsteve]

I wish had someone who would stay with me and reassure me when I do it.

I've been an outcast my whole life.
Is wanting to be with someone when I die too much to ask for?

We live alone we die alone, we may as well spend every moment in-between alone.

 

[divinemistress36]

It would be nice having someone hold your hand as you die

 

[L'absent]

Where I live you must have at least some kind of terminal illness to be given MAID.

What area are you from?

 

[sweetcreep]

i can relate. it would be nice to be hugged and told that everything was going to be ok in my last moments. although i'm looking forward to when i can ctb, i know that those last moments will probably be a bit scary for me.

 

[Wanted Opioid]

What area are you from?

I live in Quebec

 

[aespa]

my biggest comfort is music. as long as i have music ill be fine. and no its not too much to ask for at all

 

[drowinginsorrowww]

would places like mexico or portugal offer this? If theres demand there should be supply...

 

[Wanted Opioid]

You should look for someone who wants to commit suicide with you. Or go to clinics where they practice assisted suicide. In those clinics you are always accompanied by a person who shakes your hand and whispers in your ear until the end. The end happens in 4 minutes.

Where can I search for someone who's willing to help me die tho?

I searched online and found a few news articles talking about sites like this but they didn't name them.

 

[antonhylion]

would places like mexico or portugal offer this? If theres demand there should be supply...

No, but i bought my N from Portugal..

We live alone we die alone, we may as well spend every moment in-between alone.

Thats right.

 

[broken_stoic]

It would be nice to go out alongside someone else. Actually found a beautiful location, haven't acquired my ideal source, but going out under the stars with another person/s and some N . . . that would be peace.

 

[Rishi Forbes Das]

I have access to SN. But never had anyone want me irl. Fucking bs life.

 

[skatergirl]

I wish had someone who would stay with me and reassure me when I do it.

I've been an outcast my whole life.
Is wanting to be with someone when I die too much to ask for?

Me too where are u from ? We could do it together

I have access to SN. But never had anyone want me irl. Fucking bs life.

Are u in Ireland? I have my sn and I'm in Ireland

I wish had someone who would stay with me and reassure me when I do it.

I've been an outcast my whole life.
Is wanting to be with someone when I die too much to ask for?

Where are u living

 

[Rishi Forbes Das]

Me too where are u from ? We could do it together

Are u in Ireland? I have my sn and I'm in Ireland

Where are u living

No, india

 

[no_choice]

This is my biggest fear too. Your words resonate so much. Sending you love, light, and peace <3

 

[DiniMom]

No, but i bought my N from Portugal..

Thats right.

I don't know if it's allowed to ask that, but can you just but that on the stores or how is it? I may will be visiting portugal soon

 

[Tommen Baratheon]

Easier in belgium as I know

You act like it's a piece of cake; it's not. At least not in case of 'unbearable mental suffering'.

 

[hadenough58]

It would be nice having someone hold your hand as you die

But it is a lot to ask of someone who loves you and would you really want a stranger at such a time.

 

[sevennn]

I don't know if it's allowed to ask that, but can you just but that on the stores or how is it? I may will be visiting portugal soon

i also want to know

 

[Lack-of-Everything]

If OP or any other posters in this thread are still partner-less, I joined this forum to find a partner, or several, to CTB with. Female, the wrong side of 35. I'm in the U.K, but am willing to travel. As a newbie I obviously don't have access to PMs, though, so if anyone is interested please reply to me here.

I don't judge anyone. As long as you're serious about CTB is all that matters.

 

[J&L383]

You act like it's a piece of cake; it's not. At least not in case of 'unbearable mental suffering'.

It's not a piece of cake anywhere. Especially for mental suffering. And unless you have cancer, are a quadriplegic or have severe motor neuron disease and you're under 40 years old it's almost impossible. Even in the Swiss clinics or Benelux countries.

 

[diy-event]

I wish had someone who would stay with me and reassure me when I do it.

I've been an outcast my whole life.
Is wanting to be with someone when I die too much to ask for?

I know the feeling about not wanting to die alone. I plan to have witnesses - but they are not always easy to find. But having people on webcam with you as you leave - has comfort

i can relate. it would be nice to be hugged and told that everything was going to be ok in my last moments. although i'm looking forward to when i can ctb, i know that those last moments will probably be a bit scary for me.

I feel pretty much the same, but I have given up the possibility of someone being in the same room with me. Just witnesses on a webcam that can interact with me as I die

 

[indra]

You should look for someone who wants to commit suicide with you. Or go to clinics where they practice assisted suicide. In those clinics you are always accompanied by a person who shakes your hand and whispers in your ear until the end. The end happens in 4 minutes.

this sounds so nice. i wish those clinics were legal in my country

 

[Tommen Baratheon]

this sounds so nice. i wish those clinics were legal in my country

I'm just reading an article about Dignitas in Switzerland. Costs would be between 6.000 and 8.500 euro. The article was printed in 2014, so now it costs even more. The clinic isn't supposed to make a profit, but with these figures one could wonder what their real intention is.