Venting I don't know how much longer I can last

[AloneInCollege]

Each day I feel myself getting worse and worse. I feel like I'm losing grip on reality and that I'm on the verge of snapping and tying myself into a noose. I don't know how much longer I can last. If I thought there was an afterlife I would off myself immediately. I'm scared of everything and have no energy for anything. Everyone around me hates me they're all fake. No one would want to listen if I tried to talk. I feel like I'm slowly getting pushed off of the plank. I don't know how much longer I'll be able to make myself stay alive. I don't know if I have any options left.

 

[wantittoendsoon]

feel free to reach out to me or any pf the caring people here. you are not alone

 

[FuneralCry]

It certainly can be so awful and tiring feeling so trapped in an existence that just continues to get worse, but anyway I wish you the best.