Vault of Memories
A temporary being in a temporary world
- Mar 24, 2020
- 255
Supposedly if everything goes smoothly, I should be getting my metos early next week. My story is too long and too unique to explain on here, but I just turned 27 and have been suicidal since around the age of 13/14.
I never planned on making it out of high school and because of that I choose a major that I had absolutely no interest in. After working in my field for two years I lose my job and am deemed a security threat, because of my Bipolar Disorder. I've been struggling financially every since.
Not that it really matters, my life was going to end at my own hands either way. I surpassed 18 and even 25 somehow. Not a chance in hell I plan on being around for 30. I'm constantly anxious, depressed, and exhausted and have been for about half my life.
I'll probably make a more proper farewell post when the day comes, but l'd like to thank all the people I've met here. People that can somewhat understand why I'd feel the urge to do what I plan on doing.
I never planned on making it out of high school and because of that I choose a major that I had absolutely no interest in. After working in my field for two years I lose my job and am deemed a security threat, because of my Bipolar Disorder. I've been struggling financially every since.
Not that it really matters, my life was going to end at my own hands either way. I surpassed 18 and even 25 somehow. Not a chance in hell I plan on being around for 30. I'm constantly anxious, depressed, and exhausted and have been for about half my life.
I'll probably make a more proper farewell post when the day comes, but l'd like to thank all the people I've met here. People that can somewhat understand why I'd feel the urge to do what I plan on doing.
