Venting I can’t wait till I have enough to OD

[HoolioCoolio]

I hate life I really do.... I've sabotaged myself without knowing it hundreds of times so I'm just empty compared to everyone else. I've been skimming my propranolol dosage and it's been about a month and a half and I have probably 300-400mg and it'll be awhile till I get 8g. But By then I'll have a better plan. I will give myself until then to decide. This community has opened my eyes a lot and have huge respect to everyone here

 

[I screwed up]

So u plan to od on propranolol... Hope u done enuf research on the method