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Bruces

Specialist
May 11, 2020
389
Just want it to end x
 
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AnxietyAttack44

I just wanna go to my husband already.
Jun 5, 2020
1,092
Me too
 
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BagofBones

BagofBones

Member
Jan 1, 2019
43
Agreed.
 
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Flump

Student
Jan 14, 2020
106
Me too, I just need peace
 
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Bct

Bct

Disqualified from Being Human
Apr 20, 2020
419
Same here. Being alive is really painful
 
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heartslikeours

heartslikeours

Member
May 12, 2020
12
I just want to disappear and be erased from people's memories.
 
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Notwinnernotawin

Notwinnernotawin

Specialist
Apr 4, 2020
341
Same.
 
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idontwannadothisanym

Experienced
Apr 8, 2020
234
I is lonely I got ban from chit chat someone please cure my loneliness I lived in chit chat now I am homeless pwease spare some time to keep me company I am awkward and I stay stuff out of context and confuse the shit out of people
 
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Bruces

Specialist
May 11, 2020
389
If I have absolutely no hope for the future then I can't understand why I'm procrastinating over my exit!!
 
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lostangel

lostangel

Enlightened
Mar 22, 2019
1,051
Yes, existing is nothing but an inconvenience.
 
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TimeToBiteTheDust

Visionary
Nov 7, 2019
2,321
Me too. Life seems meaningless at this point. I've been "dead" for 6 years just my body is still living. I'm existing because there is no life for me anymore. Just doing time.
 
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ebt88

Student
Jun 11, 2020
188
+1
Anyone planing an attempt soon?
 
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dyingtodie

Student
Nov 29, 2018
115
I also can't stand being alive.
 
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darkghost

darkghost

"Mother, i tried, please believe me"
Jan 21, 2019
204
Me too. I'm tired of being here.
 
ghostgirl1995

ghostgirl1995

Experienced
Apr 18, 2020
237
I hate it here, I can't stand this.
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Cool story bro :'(
 
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all_pointless

all_pointless

Member
Jul 2, 2018
63
I'm at this stage of unclearness of how and when hopefully never i will lash out.

Like in my mind: how hard could it be to take a bus, walk to desert, hang a noose and let it happen. But no my ocd mind needs to also plan out some sn guide for my mom, because i feel fucking guilty I went to uni with her money, I sued two guys and failed with her money. I'm just so fucking pathatic at this point.
 
Close_to_freedom

Close_to_freedom

Why the long face? Cause I don’t wanna live here.
May 19, 2020
418
Life is like a box of chocolates. I'm lactose intolerant :ohh:
 
NomadicWolf382

NomadicWolf382

I want to drift into the lucid dream, endlessly...
Jun 11, 2020
131
Same, I just want to fade away.
 
dysfunctional

dysfunctional

Arcanist
Oct 26, 2018
459
Yes I want go die in some sort of accident so friends/family don't have to deal with my suicide.
 

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