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Nihilist101

Nihilist101

Member
Jul 14, 2021
9
My dpdr/existential crisis idk what to call is killing me inside out, is there anyway for instant death even if it's painful?
 
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NoPointToContinue

Student
Jun 2, 2021
126
Train, jumping from high or guns if you have it, I heard these are instant.
Did you try to look for professional help?
 
Nihilist101

Nihilist101

Member
Jul 14, 2021
9
Train, jumping from high or guns if you have it, I heard these are instant.
Did you try to look for professional help?
Yup, visited countless psychiatrists, been on different medications, did meditation everything possible still everything seems futile ...
 
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Bruces

Specialist
May 11, 2020
389
I feel exactly same way everything seems so futile and pointless
 
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NoPointToContinue

Student
Jun 2, 2021
126
Yup, visited countless psychiatrists, been on different medications, did meditation everything possible still everything seems futile ...
Can you talk about your situation in more detail, if you want? Maybe someone in this forum can help you who knows.
 
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jusbug

Member
Apr 19, 2019
63
sometimes no one can help and specialy yourself, when you are done, you are done, the mask drop off no turning back no bs can talk you out no medication can fix you up you will be compelled to ctb
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,642
I understand how you feel. Life really can be a terrible thing. It is awful being in a hopeless situation. It is hard to take our lives as we are programmed to survive. Also society denies us a peaceful way out, we all deserve a right to die. I'm sorry you are suffering. The thing I want the most is to fall into an eternal sleep. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
 
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