Venting i can't even enjoy my last few days

[assisted]

it's cruel

 

[eternalflame]

What's wrong?

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you feel this way. Existence is certainly cruel and it seems as though it is impossible to escape from suffering in a life like this. I cannot find any enjoyment in living at all, it is just endless pain and misery. I hope that you find relief from what you are going through.

 

[eternalflame]

Do you have anhedonia like you can't feel pleasure?

 

[assisted]

What's wrong?

so much :(

I'm sorry that you feel this way. Existence is certainly cruel and it seems as though it is impossible to escape from suffering in a life like this. I cannot find any enjoyment in living at all, it is just endless pain and misery. I hope that you find relief from what you are going through.

thank you. you write beautifully.

Do you have anhedonia like you can't feel pleasure?

i have enormous amounts of physical pain that overshadows any and all pleasure. it's all i can really focus on. underneath all of that is probably anhedonia too
i am also incredibly lonely. i wish i could spend my last few days with who i love

 

[keitaro]

life truly is cruel.

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry. Pain is the absolute worst. Life is hard enough in itself without that on top. Do you have pain medication? I'm so sorry you are suffering.

 

[HopefulButPrepared]

so much :(


thank you. you write beautifully.

i have enormous amounts of physical pain that overshadows any and all pleasure. it's all i can really focus on. underneath all of that is probably anhedonia too
i am also incredibly lonely. i wish i could spend my last few days with who i love

my problem is pain too - it just ruins life - the idea you can do cognitive behavioural therapy and think your way through it and be happy is such bullshit