I can't do it anymore

[popcorn1234]

I can't pretend I'm fine anymore and keep living like this. As soon as my parents are out of the house, I am going to commit suicide by ingesting bleach. I know it is a painful way to go but that's a risk with all suicide methods.

My only question is, how much bleach do I have to ingest in order to kill myself? I saw on a website that said that 17 fluid ounces of bleach would kill an adult and I converted that to cups. It said 2 cups. So, do I drink 2 regular glasses of bleach or 1 regular glass of bleach? Or do I measure the amount of bleach in a measuring cup and then drink that amount?

 

[Suicidebydeath]

Would you be able to move out of your parents house? Then you could procure SN or inert gas, they should be more peaceful. I'm sorry you're feeling this way now, I hope that its relatively peaceful when you go.

Re: bleach. How long are your parents going to be out of the house? Because its not a quick death, you'll probably vomit and be suffering from internal bleeding and burns for at least hours, and the damage will be irreparable. The agony will be enough that you won't be able to do anything. There's a good chance that you won't necessarily die, and there'll be an intervention. I can't recommend it as a method. If this isn't an impulsive decision, there are alternatives.

 

[Jrmull1993]

@popcorn1234 While I believe there are better methods to go due to the "risk vs success" aspect of this method being poor, if your heart is set on the bleach method, I'd personally take as much as you can possibly consume.

Surviving bleach toxicity can lead to a whole host of physical, neurological, and degenerative conditions. Besides internal chemical burns, blindness is typically one of the first permanent side effects of bleach toxicity.

Whatever route you go, I wish you success and I hope you find your peace.