I can only but a blade to kill myself

[livingwishtodie]

How long will it take that i pass? Cause i need to be alone qhile doing ot too and im a bit confused.
I previously thought that i would jump in water body when there is no one around and stab my stomach and slit my neck. I dont know how yo swim byw but im sure i will myself if im in water.
But i cannot even go near any water body. I have no access. The only thing i can buy is a blade.
I was thinking maybe i should do in a restroom.
Please help me how to do successfully.

 

[dolemitedrums]

Well, the more primary or important the artery the faster blood and one's life will be lost. But that said...it is pretty hard to get at the main arteries and you also seem to be in a real hurry...to the point that this might be too impulsive and you might possibly feel a bit better tomorrow.

I guess a washroom is an option but you would be doing something pretty unpleasant for the janitor. Somebody always has to clean this up so death by blood loss is maybe better done outside.

But why the massive rush at this moment? What's going on?