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wasteandvoid

wasteandvoid

ill never be what you wanted im your lucifer
Jun 20, 2023
122
I cant fight anymore I cant tell what anything is anymore in my mind

What is me who is me

I cant identify if anything EVER WAS ME or just introjected parts of other people


If this is the case kill me


I am nothing




If I cant figure this out I will plan my death



I hate this discovery



I am a waste fucking kill me



NOBODY GETS ME NOBODY HAS EVER UNDERSTOOD ME MY SHIT IS TOO COMPLICATED THEY ONLY KNOW PRESRIPTIONS AND BULLSHIT



I WANNA DIE KILL ME I HATE MYSELF



IM ENDING EVERYTHING my life is a fucking lie






death is eternal peace fuck everything




I do not want to experience the wold permanently as a collection of people that fucking disgust me







I didnt realize that after I jumped into this mess it would be this bad and unsolvable






what a useless fucking cruel joke
 
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spectraltease

spectraltease

When everything is lost everything is found
Sep 23, 2022
317
I understand your anger and sadness. It sounds like screams for help and I understand you. If you want to talk, I would really like to. My dms are open.
 
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Hollowman

Empty
Dec 14, 2021
1,816
Very relatable, I'm nothing too. It sucks.
 

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