Venting who am i? i dont know, so why should others know!

[degreesoflewdity]

seriously, i dont know who i am. i cant describe myself. if someone asks me who i am and to choose words that would be 'me' i wouldnt know what to tell you. why do others say they know who i am? how could you know when not even i do? i wish i had a solid opinion about myself. it depends everyday who i am. one day i could be happy and optimistic. the next i could be planning to end it all. and maybe the next i could feel nothing. this feeling is absolutely scary because i never know who i am when i wake up the next day. I feel like a spectator typing on my phone right now. but tomorrow I'll definitely think, "oh wow, why did i say this? oh i know myself alot!" then the next i'll think "well now why did i say that yesterday? it's the truth, i dont know myself."

hopefully one day i understand