FireFox
Enlightened
- Apr 8, 2020
- 1,905
My life is never going to get better and for me i see no way out but to kill myself. I can't sleep, eat or concentrate on anything because of the university fees office are threatening to automatically deregister students who don't complete a payment plan by Friday 31st January. The university fees office are super slow at approving paperwork, always give little notice on payment of tuition fees and never ever provide clear instructions on anything. Worst of all they keep messing up paperwork.
This is why I can't relax about anything because I don't know what will happen next. It's one obstacle after another with this university especially the tution fees office over simple things. Getting emails from fianace department causes me enormous distress. I have completed their payment plan and still waiting for it to be approved but I am scared they are going to approve late and deregister me. I have read about deregisteration. The student automatically loses their place, there is no avenue to appeal deregistersation.
I feel like I am back to square 1. I had to defer my place in 2023 because the university failed to tell me that I was required to pay £5,000 enrolment fee and even that period was just uncertainty with university constantly messing up simple paperwork. It's so disgusting how these institutions don't care how their decisions and incompetence harms people and its impossible to hold them under accountable due to uk laws favouring the institutions over the student
I have been suicidal for years and this situation is the final straw which has finally driven me to kill myself. At 27 I have no future. No relationship, ineligible for a student loan by student finance England, no career, no income of my own and I am just sick and tired of things never working out. Life is a game and I am tired of playing.
Today I was even crying my eyes out in the train station and wanted to throw myself under a train. I just wanted everything to stop.
I am going to kill myself by the end of the week. I am in this deep hole with I can't get out, I dont feel like I have a single friend in the world and everyday is just enornous stress with no relief.
I just want everything to stop. The urge to leave my mind and my body is so strong
This is why I can't relax about anything because I don't know what will happen next. It's one obstacle after another with this university especially the tution fees office over simple things. Getting emails from fianace department causes me enormous distress. I have completed their payment plan and still waiting for it to be approved but I am scared they are going to approve late and deregister me. I have read about deregisteration. The student automatically loses their place, there is no avenue to appeal deregistersation.
I feel like I am back to square 1. I had to defer my place in 2023 because the university failed to tell me that I was required to pay £5,000 enrolment fee and even that period was just uncertainty with university constantly messing up simple paperwork. It's so disgusting how these institutions don't care how their decisions and incompetence harms people and its impossible to hold them under accountable due to uk laws favouring the institutions over the student
I have been suicidal for years and this situation is the final straw which has finally driven me to kill myself. At 27 I have no future. No relationship, ineligible for a student loan by student finance England, no career, no income of my own and I am just sick and tired of things never working out. Life is a game and I am tired of playing.
Today I was even crying my eyes out in the train station and wanted to throw myself under a train. I just wanted everything to stop.
I am going to kill myself by the end of the week. I am in this deep hole with I can't get out, I dont feel like I have a single friend in the world and everyday is just enornous stress with no relief.
I just want everything to stop. The urge to leave my mind and my body is so strong
