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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
Disclaimer imma shiffaced again

If you had 12.86 mil € to blow on whatev er the fulk you wanted before CTb whag would you doo?

✌🏼shame to wasgw why peopl wasst there life chasing. Fuck life it sucks.

Thanks
 
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EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
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I can't judge you for making this thread because almost all of the threads I've ever created on here were either created when I was drunk or high. Thus, I shall provide a more satisfactory reply tomorrow, while I'm high. I hope that by doing so our souls intertwine with each other under the night sky, cementing a sort of kinship between two non-sober strangers who live in different parts of the world.

Until then, I wish you fare well until the next time we cross paths (while not sober, of course).
 
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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
I can't judge you for making this thread because almost all of the threads I've ever created on here were either created when I was drunk or high. Thus, I shall provide a more satisfactory reply tomorrow, while I'm high. I hope that by doing so our souls intertwine with each other under the night sky, cementing a sort of kinship between two non-sober strangers who live in different parts of the world.

Until then, I wish you fare well until the next time we cross paths (while not sober, of course).
Ace reply life on hard modee when sombr tringAsf ynow. Just tired anywhoo tryyll. Adios
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
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I would just leave the money to my loved ones
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
4,904
I can't judge you for making this thread because almost all of the threads I've ever created on here were either created when I was drunk or high. Thus, I shall provide a more satisfactory reply tomorrow, while I'm high. I hope that by doing so our souls intertwine with each other under the night sky, cementing a sort of kinship between two non-sober strangers who live in different parts of the world.

Until then, I wish you fare well until the next time we cross paths (while not sober, of course).
I'm so fucking high right now. It's great!
You should try getting high on shrooms instead. It's so good. I feel so good right now
 
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CogitoMori

I won't be on as much as usual. Less alone time
Oct 21, 2024
418
I'd start a charity and put some of it into index funds to continue funding it so it's not completely reliant on donations. That was one of my goals before I gave up
 
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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
I'd start a charity and put some of it into index funds to continue funding it so it's not completely reliant on donations. That was one of my goals before I gave up
Very considerate - I can tell you are intelligent.

Personally I always liked animal charities but what did you have in mind?
I'm so fucking high right now. It's great!
You should try getting high on shrooms instead. It's so good. I feel so good right now
Nope bad trips from LSD never again
 
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CogitoMori

I won't be on as much as usual. Less alone time
Oct 21, 2024
418
Very considerate - I can tell you are intelligent.

Personally I always liked animal charities but what did you have in mind?

Nope bad trips from LSD never again
I wanted to start an organization that helps homeless and formerly incarcerated people find employment, shelter, medical care, transportation, and various other resources, with a focus on improving prisoners' rights while incarcerated and reducing recidivism. I hate the way the justice system is run and it should be illegal to profit from this industry. They don't help people coming out because they want them to go back to jail so they can make more money. Almost everyone incarcerated has some sort of undiagnosed learning disability or mentall illness, but have no access to mental health resources unless they're on suicide watch. I also want to facilitate better communication between the incarcerated and their legal representatives. Lawyers can't answer their phones in court, but prisoners have no access to email, so I'd want them to be able to call my organization and have a representative email their legal team on their behalf. It'd also act as a safe location for people to store their legal documents if they so wish, because paperwork is really hard to hold onto when you're couch surfing and people steal from you.
 
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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
I wanted to start an organization that helps homeless and formerly incarcerated people find employment, shelter, medical care, transportation, and various other resources, with a focus on improving prisoners' rights while incarcerated and reducing recidivism. I hate the way the justice system is run and it should be illegal to profit from this industry. They don't help people coming out because they want them to go back to jail so they can make more money. Almost everyone incarcerated has some sort of undiagnosed learning disability or mentall illness, but have no access to mental health resources unless they're on suicide watch. I also want to facilitate better communication between the incarcerated and their legal representatives. Lawyers can't answer their phones in court, but prisoners have no access to email, so I'd want them to be able to call my organization and have a representative email their legal team on their behalf. It'd also act as a safe location for people to store their legal documents if they so wish, because paperwork is really hard to hold onto when you're couch surfing and people steal from you.
You're a really kind person. 100% positive you are American based on this comment. Yeah your
I wanted to start an organization that helps homeless and formerly incarcerated people find employment, shelter, medical care, transportation, and various other resources, with a focus on improving prisoners' rights while incarcerated and reducing recidivism. I hate the way the justice system is run and it should be illegal to profit from this industry. They don't help people coming out because they want them to go back to jail so they can make more money. Almost everyone incarcerated has some sort of undiagnosed learning disability or mentall illness, but have no access to mental health resources unless they're on suicide watch. I also want to facilitate better communication between the incarcerated and their legal representatives. Lawyers can't answer their phones in court, but prisoners have no access to email, so I'd want them to be able to call my organization and have a representative email their legal team on their behalf. It'd also act as a safe location for people to store their legal documents if they so wish, because paperwork is really hard to hold onto when you're couch surfing and people steal from you.
You are too good for this world. It simply doesn't deserve you.
 
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CogitoMori

I won't be on as much as usual. Less alone time
Oct 21, 2024
418
You're a really kind person. 100% positive you are American based on this comment. Yeah your

You are too good for this world. It simply doesn't deserve you.
Yeah, unfortunately I'm american lol. I appreciate you saying that. Thank you. I don't know how to really accept it or internalize it though because I feel like I'm evil
 
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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
Yeah, unfortunately I'm american lol. I appreciate you saying that. Thank you. I don't know how to really accept it or internalize it though because I feel like I'm evil
For subjective personal reasons or for the fact you're American?? I only ask because you said "unfortunately" (Just curious) if I was American I would exercise muh second amendment and be dead 20 minutes later

Clearly not evil but at the same time for all I know you're a serial killer who eats people so fuck knows whatever you're into ✌🏼
 
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CogitoMori

I won't be on as much as usual. Less alone time
Oct 21, 2024
418
For subjective personal reasons or for the fact you're American?? (Just curious)

Clearly not evil but at the same time for all I knows you're a serial killer who eats people so fuck knows whatever you're into ✌🏼
Well I'm trans so america isn't really a safe place to be. My partner and I were looking at some safe places to flee. Lol thank you again. You made me giggle.
 
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Lo$t95

Lo$t95

Hello Darkness my old Friend
Jul 16, 2024
267
That's suck. I'm having a blast right now. It's so bitchin'
Glad to hear that enjoy it

At the same time you have never tried opioids I can tell. Don't though…

You either take and don't like (unlikely) or ~
You take and love it / get addicted so either ~
Way issa loss 🥳✌🏼🥳✌🏼🥳👌🏻

Fuck life adios
 
EvisceratedJester

EvisceratedJester

|| What Else Could I Be But a Jester ||
Oct 21, 2023
4,904
Glad to hear that enjoy it

At the same time you have never tried opioids I can tell. Don't though…

You either take and don't like (unlikely) or ~
You take and love it / get addicted so either ~
Way issa loss 🥳✌🏼🥳✌🏼🥳👌🏻

Fuck life adios
Nope, and I don't plan on ever doing so. I'm only interested in psychs. My bf has and he also warned me against it.
 
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TheMountainTreeEgg

TheMountainTreeEgg

Fish
Dec 9, 2024
43
Give the money to my family and leave a little bit for me to order a pizza and buy all the jujustu kaisen volumes, followed by me reading the whole series in one sitting.
 
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EG2025

Member
Jan 9, 2025
6
I am thinking about this very question. While I have a lot less money, im still thinking I will probably go on a trip. Sex and rock and roll, so to speak. Start in SE Asia and probably finish in Mexico or Latin America. Thailand have legal weed so that's an interesting way to start.

Go out with a bang. Or several bangs as it were.

When it's all said and done, my family can sell my home and cash in a bit. Not that they need it.
 

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