Hydrogen sulfide, intractable headache

[tmcglone25]

Hi everyone. I have been dealing with an intractable headache for about two years. If you don't know what that means look it up. I deal with multiple mental and physical illnesses and I have been suffering for about six years now. Through it all I have managed to record about 90 songs on my SoundCloud and even publish a novel to amazon, but I have had five suicide attempts, eight hospitalizations, I have dropped out of college, community college, and trade school. I am on disability and I lie in bed all day because I am in constant pain. I can still drive so I manage to work for instacart every once in a while just to make a little extra money, but I can't work more than a few hours at a time.

I recently came across the Japanese suicide craze of using toilet detergent and bath additive to commit suicide. Apparently all you need is hydrochloric acid and something with sulfur in it, and when mixed properly, it produces hydrogen sulfide gas, which at 1000ppm results in almost instant death. It sounds painless to me and I want to try it. I'm afraid I will fail and wind up in the hospital again. I want this time to be the last time.

I have nothing to live for. I'll never have a career or a family, I'm just waiting around to die, so I might as well speed up the process. I have lime sulfur and hydrochloric acid in my closet. My question to all of you is this: is this method peaceful? What should I know about it before I go through with it?

any help would be appreciated. Thank you.

 

[Anonymoussn]

Hi everyone. I have been dealing with an intractable headache for about two years. If you don't know what that means look it up. I deal with multiple mental and physical illnesses and I have been suffering for about six years now. Through it all I have managed to record about 90 songs on my SoundCloud and even publish a novel to amazon, but I have had five suicide attempts, eight hospitalizations, I have dropped out of college, community college, and trade school. I am on disability and I lie in bed all day because I am in constant pain. I can still drive so I manage to work for instacart every once in a while just to make a little extra money, but I can't work more than a few hours at a time.

I recently came across the Japanese suicide craze of using toilet detergent and bath additive to commit suicide. Apparently all you need is hydrochloric acid and something with sulfur in it, and when mixed properly, it produces hydrogen sulfide gas, which at 1000ppm results in almost instant death. It sounds painless to me and I want to try it. I'm afraid I will fail and wind up in the hospital again. I want this time to be the last time.

I have nothing to live for. I'll never have a career or a family, I'm just waiting around to die, so I might as well speed up the process. I have lime sulfur and hydrochloric acid in my closet. My question to all of you is this: is this method peaceful? What should I know about it before I go through with it?

any help would be appreciated. Thank you.

I don't want to discount the method entirely, but it seems like a lot could go wrong. There are cases in Japan where a lot of people have got injured or killed because of relatives or neighbours doing this. Also, do you know that you've got the right quantities of sulfur and hydrochloric acid? I cant find any listed - so how do you know? Also think about the consequence if for whatever reason you fail. One of the effects of this is permanent blindness. Is that really something you want to risk?

 

[Living sucks]

A question that is asked everyday
Please learn to use your search bar at the top right. You can read all about your topic and any other methods you might consider

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/300903/?q=Detergent+method&o=relevance

And it's not peaceful, can endanger others and not reliable

 

[the_final_countdown]

A question that is asked everyday
Please learn to use your search bar at the top right. You can read all about your topic and any other methods you might consider

https://sanctioned-suicide.net/search/300903/?q=Detergent+method&o=relevance

And it's not peaceful, can endanger others and not reliable

I need something instant...Ahhhhh.

Can't believe how intractable this problem is.