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completely-done

completely-done

Experienced
Jan 31, 2022
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Guess what? My SN is literally on its way!! I'm so happy this is all becoming a reality. I don't have to wait any longer than expected.

Now that I'm cognitively aware of my SN in transit, SI is kicking its legs. I'm getting nauseous especially since my stomach is generally sensitive. How do I override "early SI" and stomach food and liquids, and also how do I override SI during the actual task?

I cannot afford to half-ass or fail this. I'm going to succeed whether it's torture or not.
 
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Foresight

Foresight

Enlightened
Jun 14, 2019
1,393
Do you have the other medicines? People seem to say SN's taste isn't too overwhelming but the nausea is real. The full protocol is all someone can do to make themselves as comfortable as possible. If you're psychologically 100% ready to die then the other medicines are the best I can think of to suppress SI.
 
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olkf

I smile by your disgrace
Jan 21, 2022
161
Guess what? My SN is literally on its way!! I'm so happy this is all becoming a reality. I don't have to wait any longer than expected.

Now that I'm cognitively aware of my SN in transit, SI is kicking its legs. I'm getting nauseous especially since my stomach is generally sensitive. How do I override "early SI" and stomach food and liquids, and also how do I override SI during the actual task?

I cannot afford to half-ass or fail this. I'm going to succeed whether it's torture or not.
Well, I recommend buying meto right now. I feel that will take the longest to arrive!. Worst feelings is failing and having to start again
 
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completely-done

completely-done

Experienced
Jan 31, 2022
211
Well, I recommend buying meto right now. I feel that will take the longest to arrive!. Worst feelings is failing and having to start again
I have meto, not enough for stan's guide but enough to mitigate a lot of vomiting. 45 mg to be exact
I have meto, not enough for stan's guide but enough to mitigate a lot of vomiting. 45 mg to be exact
i also have my sister's naproxen (she stopped using the majority of it 2 months ago), will this help with the headaches?
what's 20gm in cups or tablespoons? i'm regular size
20gm CANNOT be 1/8 of a cup, that little is needed? can i use 1/4 cup for better insurance? i'm spiralling trying to keep it cool, if someone can dm me i would love that please :ahhha:
 
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gottago222

paranoia bae
Dec 21, 2021
275
i dont know. i cant stop crying but the day will come anyways.
 
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whatevs

Mining for copium in the weirdest places.
Jan 15, 2022
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I think she already went ahead with it...

Strangely, now I can see that her avatar was a crying girl. It used to look like a "cutesy cat girl" in the phone.
 
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myopybyproxy

flickerbeat \\ gibberish-noise
Dec 18, 2021
864
I think she already went ahead with it...

Strangely, now I can see that her avatar was a crying girl. It used to look like a "cutesy cat girl" in the phone.
others reading the thread with similar questions can benefit from information shared within it as well
 
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