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lovelove416

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Dec 10, 2025
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Human beings have empathy. I'm worried I'll cause too much harm when I CTB. I'm worried I'll ruin people's lives. How do I harm less people? How do I make them celebrate my passing or not care at all? I have loving parents and a brother. My mom already struggles with her own mental health. I have friends who'd be devastated. I want them to be happy and unaffected.
 
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Alive42long

Alive42long

Wandering~
Sep 27, 2025
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Umfortunately, you can't. That's what's been holding me back from CTB too for the past few years.
 
lovelove416

lovelove416

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Dec 10, 2025
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Umfortunately, you can't. That's what's been holding me back from CTB too for the past few years.
Even a way to lessen the impact? I think I know it's not possible to make it a happy occurrence. But if there's anything I can do to make it hurt less.
 
SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How I get up when I hear the alarm ↑
Nov 26, 2025
1,178
Just make sure you don't choose jumping as a method.
 
NaturalBornNEET

NaturalBornNEET

知らないわ 周りのことなど 私は私 それだけ
Feb 22, 2022
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Only thing I can think of is to give plenty of signs beforehand that you're struggling rather than keeping it hidden so that it's less unexpected. Method also matters too like @Alpacachino said.
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

How I get up when I hear the alarm ↑
Nov 26, 2025
1,178
Only thing I can think of is to give plenty of signs beforehand that you're struggling rather than keeping it hidden so that it's less unexpected. Method also matters too like @Alpacachino said.
I get where you're coming from, but I think the joke went over your head?

Unimpactful?get it?
 
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