Help How to deal with guilt of upsetting people?

[blueebellsss]

I'm quite the hyper-empath, and the main thing holding me back from CTB is the fact that my parents and sister will be so upset.

My sister once told me I'm the most important person in her life, wouldn't it be so evil of me to leave her? Their lives would be ruined by grief. Maybe they'd end up depressed, just like I am right now.

But at the same time, I'm so incredibly sick of this and I hate staying here just for the sake of other people. I've been wanting to CTB ever since I was just a little kid.

What has helped for you guys to overcome this?

 

[tonicer]

I distanced myself from all the friends i ever had one at a time so now not one is left. I only have my mother. I love her a lot and she loves me. That's why i am still alive. Once she passes i am going to kill myself. This life has given me nothing but pain and i want it to end. Each day i wake up and know this day will only bring sadness.

 

[blueebellsss]

I distanced myself from all the friends i ever had one at a time so now not one is left. I only have my mother. I love her a lot and she loves me. That's why i am still alive. Once she passes i am going to kill myself. This life has given me nothing but pain and i want it to end. Each day i wake up and know this day will only bring sadness.

Yeah, I just don't know if I can hold out until she passes I guess :')

 

[SighCry]

I'm quite the hyper-empath, and the main thing holding me back from CTB is the fact that my parents and sister will be so upset.

My sister once told me I'm the most important person in her life, wouldn't it be so evil of me to leave her? Their lives would be ruined by grief. Maybe they'd end up depressed, just like I am right now.

But at the same time, I'm so incredibly sick of this and I hate staying here just for the sake of other people. I've been wanting to CTB ever since I was just a little kid.

What has helped for you guys to overcome this?

I feel the exactly same way. My parents have no significant mental health history but I honestly think they would consider some kind of double suicide pact or something when I die. I have not found any way to feel better about this. If you have an amazing relationship maybe the love they have for you can keep you here.

 

[tonicer]

Yeah, I just don't know if I can hold out until she passes I guess :')

If you really love her i believe in you to have the strength to hold on long enough.