How the get family support

[Foreversad]

I need help in my plans .my mother seems to agree but the next day disagrees and puts me into more suffering .she wont have a stable opinion .i cant do this anymore. Its selfish of her.i even think of stopping eating and drinking altogether so she understands that she has to agree and help me .i cant take it anymore i wanna find peace

 

[Life_and_Death]

have you tried sitting down and talking to her. telling her the way you see the back and forth between ok and not, how its effecting you and asking her to explain her side?

 

[BeyondGoodNEvil]

like help with planning the ctb.
yeah good luck with that though
you can tell her how you feel just dont give out hints that you are gonna ctb

 

[Foreversad]

One day she tells she will help and the other threatens with psychiatrist and yells it so people listen about it .its getting insane .i feel like she doesnt respect me at all like spitting on my dead body

 

[BeyondGoodNEvil]

idk man any good mother will always be concerned about the well-being of her child
shes not going to help you ctb she just agrees on saying that cause it you makes you feel better.
reality is now that you made her feel much more worried about you
i would be suprised if anyone outside this forum would support ctb

 

[FuneralCry]

I would never tell family members about wanting to ctb, they would never accept it and they would do everything to try and keep me alive. If she is changing her views towards it, I would try to find out why. I'm sorry you are going through this, life can be painful.

 

[Foreversad]

She agreed to help and when i try talk to her about n and the options i have she twists it and say ' i agreed in leeting you not helping' .
Letting me ..one year before my 30's she letting me..........
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