How many attempts have you made? (Poll)

[hmnow]

How many serious attempts have you made?

I have had two serious attempts. Third time lucky I hope

 

[FuneralCry]

I haven't properly as after all I'm so cruelly denied the option to cease existing peacefully that is guaranteed and it's so terrifying to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering and torture in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

All I want is to never suffer ever again and I always suffer so much from how I cannot just have the option to peacefully cease existing to finally escape from all future dreadful suffering in this existence I always saw as such a terrible mistake.

 

[fallingbehind]

Only one but all I did was fuck my ankle up. I was stupid and 11. I thought 20ft would actually work lol

 

[-nobodyknows-]

I stopped counting

 

[SchizoGymnast]

After 35 years of hell...I have made exactly zero attempts. Status symbol?

 

[Pale_Rider]

I am currently aware of 5.

 

[purplesky9]

Two. Hanging and an overdose.

 

[TealBunny]

Haven't had any 'official attempts' yet but scrolling through the methods on here is already making me feel more motivated and better even if I have to order some of the stuff at some point, sure its a little daunting but honestly im more upset by the fact I cant share how excited and relaxed im feeling over it with people im close to. Im genuinely looking foward to it but there's no way for me to express that

 

[cemeteryismyhome]

I'm embarrassed to say: zero so far

 

[Ligottian]

After 35 years of hell...I have made exactly zero attempts. Status symbol?

Don't attempt unless you have a very good chance of success!

 

[Forveleth]

Two for me. One half-baked attempt with chloroform and another with partial.

I'm embarrassed to say: zero so far

Nothing embarrassing about this. It is not a contest. Attempt when you are ready and not before.

 

[Mytimeisending]

2 that led me to be on a section 3 as a child, but now as an adult I haven't made any attempt as of yet.

 

[derekWest]

"Just" one using sn. I took meto then cancel my attempt before took the sn. It was 5 month ago.
I don't regret too much to cancel.
I need time to test if I can get a life that is satisfying for me.
I go swimming every day. Try see people. Walk, work a little....
If I don't have a pleasant life in these next year, I will make another ctb attempt.

 

[Eriktf]

my count are at 12... but some was serous and could work some was less serous

im so fucking useless that i cant even kill my self

 

[hmnow]

my count are at 12... but some was serous and could work some was less serous

im so fucking useless that i cant even kill my self

What is your method. Or did you try different things

 

[Eriktf]

What is your method. Or did you try different things

car crash, od, hanging

 

[_Gollum_]

Either 1 or 5 depending on what exactly you count as an "attempt"

 

[TAW122]

Zero for me, because my method (the firearm) is literally and figuratively one shot and I cannot afford to make any mistakes or have any (unnecessary) risk of failure. I did practice dry-firing (squeezing the trigger without any ammo which results in a 'click' sound) before because that allows me to know how many pounds of pressure I need in order to get the firearm to discharge.

 

[aria_of_a_dream]

Too many to count, but maybe only a handful where I actually wanted to die.

In 2019 I cut my wrist so bad the blood was squirting out like a garden hose. A doctor later told me I must have hit an artery or something.

When I seen all the blood I freaked out and applied pressure to stop the bleeding, but if I had my time back I probably should have just let it bleed. Things have only gotten worse since then.

 

[unleashedman]

None.
The method I chose is definitive and my death is guaranteed with almost 100% certainty.