Discussion How many times have you attempted and did you regret them?

[Dandelion's]

I've attempted about 10-15 times (I don't keep track anymore) in my life.
I've personally didn't regret any attempts yet because I am very experimental I go into it with the knowledge I might fail.

 

[auti]

Had many many aborted attempts and one full attempt. I regretted it at first but now I just regret not taking more haha...

 

[Dandelion's]

Had many many aborted attempts and one full attempt. I regretted it at first but now I just regret not taking more haha...

For me it was mainly failure because of SI or easy but unreliable methods which I deemed worth a tryI wish the government wouldn't ban all reliable methods.

 

[auti]

For me it was mainly failure because of SI or easy but unreliable methods which I deemed worth a tryI wish the government wouldn't ban all reliable methods.

The craziest thing for me is that the lack of a viable method kept me from attempting for so long but now that I have access to several methods the only thing holding me back is SI.

 

[_Gollum_]

Depends on what you count as an attempt. Anywhere from 1 to 5. I regret the fact that I didn't succeed. But I have never for one second regretted making the attempts.

 

[FuneralCry]

I haven't properly as I'm so cruelly denied the option to peacefully cease existing and never suffer in this terrible, torturous existence ever again, making painless death illegal is just horrific extreme cruelty to me, I always suffer so much as a result of being trapped in this prison anti-suicide world where humans are forced to suffer. It's just so horrifying to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse agony and torture in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, all I want is to cease existing in peace, only the peace of non-existence could ever be positive for me.

 

[hdead]

I've attempted about 10-15 times (I don't keep track anymore) in my life.
I've personally didn't regret any attempts yet because I am very experimental I go into it with the knowledge I might fail.

Welcome back.

 

[Forveleth]

30+ barely an attempt
12 half hearted attempts
2 real attempts
0 regrets

 

[kouna]

1 attempt, jump from building. I regret not having planned it better.

 

[tiramisu]

i failed on my first attempt, and i hope to succeed on my second.

 

[LongJacks]

My first attempt was when I was 13 I believe it was extremely weird... something came over me and kept telling me to jump (Not in a schizophrenic way) I didn't because my mom's bf came home and started calling for me I had a big window in my room and it was open that day and below there was this wall with wedged pointy tops and my unrealistic dumbass thought I was gonna split in half

I attemped to freeze myself to death once but couldn't bear the cold It was winter, turned my ac to like 19 celcius and my fan ran on high my skin started to feel numb

Overdose but didn't take it (It wouldn't have killed me either way)

I almost drank my vape juice but couldn't bear the despicable taste

 

[never mind me]

No real attempts so far. If I try I want to make sure I have a decent chance of sucess. However, I once tried stopping to eat and drink when I was 17, although I knew that it would probably not kill me, it was more of a "I am curious what will happen" thing. The same day I briefly lost conciousness after throwing up in the bathroom (by coincidence I had started not eating and drinking on the same day as I came down with a stomach flu, leading me to became a lot more dehydrated in a short amount of time). My flat mate called the paramedics and that was that. Luckily as I had stomach flu nobody guessed that I had contributed to the situation with my own behaviour.
Later I would sometimes play around with preparing for ctb by doing things like putting up a setting for FSH or on occasion even putting the nose around my neck and standing on a stool, although I was not really ready to commit, but I hope that maybe on one of these occasions I might just accidentally go through with it and thus escape my suffering.

 

[Dandelion's]

Welcome back.

Thanks