How many serious attempts have you made & method?

[hmnow]

I've made two serious attemps: fsh amd partial In each case the anchor broke.

Now I know how to tye it my next attempt will successful

 

[Crow_88]

Once. And it was full suspension. I was hanging and my SI kicked in and made me reach out to a chair that I hadn't kicked away.

 

[hmnow]

It sounds like it was a close call. Do you now wish you had been successful

 

[FuneralCry]

I haven't properly as after all I'm so cruelly denied the option to just peacefully cease existing and never suffer in this terrible, torturous existence ever again, it's just so horrific to me how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse torture and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

All I want is to peacefully cease existing, I just want to be free from the terrible, cruel mistake of existence, I see so much terrible cruelty in how we exist in this horrific world where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong no matter what, making peaceful death inaccessible is criminal to me.

 

[Canto XIII]

None actually, I've often tried to choke myself on a whim, and I've put my head into a plastic bag sometimes, but of course it didn't work lol. No plan, just impulse.

 

[violetforever]

i havent and i feel like a joke for it. most recently i only practiced partial hanging if you can even call it that. i did tie the rope to a closet bracket but i didnt choke myself so hard because i cant find the right place on my neck to do it. not even sure if hanging is my method anymore.

 

[hughmun9]

only 2: Jumped in front of a train 8 years ago. Was hospitalized for 2 months and walked away mostly okay, with a few scars.
Tried FSH in a forest 3 months ago. I didn't do any research on it and made a lot of mistakes, I thought that if I put 80% of my body's pressure on my neck I'll pass out or get close and it'll be faster once I fully suspend. Turns out that only cuts bloodflow to jugulars making your head feel like it'd explode.
I spent like 45 minutes trying to do it, and for some reason I was afraid to fully kick the stool underneath, mostly since there was a branch below me that I could still access with my feet. In my mind I imagined myself kicking the stool and then SI kicking in and touching this branch, and getting myself stuck in an inescapable position possibly dying in hours. Then I gave up and went home.

Now if I were to try again I'd do the exit bag mostly since everything needed is readily available on the internet. If I had access to SN I'd definitely do that instead.