How Has Sanctioned Suicide Changed Your Mind?

[plan c]

sasu is better for mental health than my family

 

[lunar02102009]

I am curious to see how sanctioned suicide changed your mind from CTB.

I find it poetic that in my last days I found sanctioned suicide. I finally found my community of people who see and describe the world for what it is - an isolated, revolving, place where the further one elevates/descends they recognise existence has no real meaning and that choosing to not be a part of it should be an accepted option just as choosing to create is an accepted option.

For me, I am too far gone, I am just so over existence but I can't help wish if only I had discovered/been recommended this place years ago I might not be where I am at now.

I consider SaSu a safe haven for people who feel they were left behind by society, i rather think people who are on SaSu are further mentally developed than regular people. SaSu doesnt do it like other sites or social apps where you quite literally get banned as soon as you refer to anything suicidal or that you wanna die , unlike those sites or apps SaSu provides every suppot in any form no matter what the story of a person is , and quite literally SaSu is more developed than social apps and the real world , why? Because there is no racism, sexism , discrimination of ANY kind and the BIGGER thing is that there is NO control or moderation NEEDED ( usually ) BECAUSE no ONE and i swear NO one wants to make others feel the same way/pain that they felt

 

[Stan Swiftie]

I am curious to see how sanctioned suicide changed your mind from CTB.

I find it poetic that in my last days I found sanctioned suicide. I finally found my community of people who see and describe the world for what it is - an isolated, revolving, place where the further one elevates/descends they recognise existence has no real meaning and that choosing to not be a part of it should be an accepted option just as choosing to create is an accepted option.

For me, I am too far gone, I am just so over existence but I can't help wish if only I had discovered/been recommended this place years ago I might not be where I am at now.

I'm gonna try this again...
First of all, I'm sorry for hijacking this post, and being an @$$hole.
I have no excuse, other than, I'm coming down from my meds, and my temper is a bit more difficult to control as a result.

Anyways... I came here to find a better method than becoming train splatter...
I've found 2
Unfortunately, because of my ignorance, I am unable to get the items I need... SN or fentanyl
So, I'm kinda stuck.

I also came here hoping I'd found a place to belong
Unfortunately, even suicidal people hate me & want me dead, so I don't belong here either.

It is what it is

 

[Worndown]

Life is tough on a good day. A bad day is even more exciting.

Declaring a bad day up front lets everyone know you are not at your best. Knowing that is always appreciated. Everyone has a day like that occasionally.

A good "bad day" strategy in business is to write the flaming email with no recipient.
Here, maybe don't post it until the next day. See how you feel then.

Welcome. No matter what you are thinking, you are not alone.

 

[BlockHammer]

Well it more like i've been introduce by new perspective, i mean before this at first i never understand how people commit suicide then when my life has turn into pile of shit, i started to see why people die by suicide. Then i encounter this place and man......i encounter a new perspective that i never knew exsist before (back then i'm too focus on religion to the point that i'm blinded by it!!) But the most valuable thing is that this site offer assurance in the form of suicide methode, which i can used when things get worse

 

[Dr Iron Arc]

It honestly made me want children MORE than when I first joined the site. Seeing all the antinatalism discussion actually convinced my contrarian ass to be more keen on the idea in spite of how cruel and unethical it is. I guess that's all the more reason I should kill myself though…

 

[Bblconsumer]

It changed my mind on how I would commit, I thought just slit your wrist you're done. Turns out not the case.
It changed my mind on how I would commit, I thought just slit your wrist you're done. Turns out not the case.

 

[JesiBel]

I think it broadened my horizons, giving me more knowledge about different methods and death itself. I learned a lot here. It even sparked my curiosity to seek even more information.

(And it encouraged me to practice English more, I wasn't sure if users would understand me well since it's not my native language)

 

[needwaytohell]

As someone who can't get happy and mentally depressed this website has been an eye opener. I finally learnt things and I have confidence that I can ctb when I decide to. I'm blessed knowing that I can quit this world and I'm not the only one suffering from this place. I feel at home. Life's so broken if I had everything that I lusted for I'll still fall to bed chocking myself hoping to pass out. Hopefully time will tell when I get the opportunity to ctb if living this hell was worth it.