How exactly do you commit suicide while people are in the house?

[WrongPlaceWrongTime]

Ordering SN and antiemetics by itself sounds easy for where I live, and would be easy if I didn't live with family. There is no way I would be able to explain my way out if they discovered the shipment at the front door before I did. My current plan in life is to survive long enough to rent an apartment (w/o roomates), and then order the materials I need to do it, am wondering if I can skip those several years.

 

[Anonymous_A]

Is this question just about ordering SN to your house, with others living with you?
Or just ctb in general with others in the house?

If its just about SN, then just make an excuse, wait for a holiday and then order it and tell others not to look through your mail. Eg, say its your mates bday and that your ordering a present. Literally cant tell that SN is in the package.

I live alone, thank god, and had no issue ordeing SN a year ago. This was even after my address got blacklisted after getting caught ordering illegal substances from NL via DN, yet still i had no issue when receiving SN
(i got a love letter and police visit after ordering 10g of amphetamine (but it was shitty wet paste and weighed 20g)

If its ctb in general, then guess just wait for a moment where your alone, heck, mention you have covid and wanna stay in yo room,
People literally ctb with others next door. Like theres storys where people use a gun with their children next door.