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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
53
I first watched a channel 4 documentary on Kenneth Law and after doing some research on what the website was called i found out

also is his posts still up im really interested in seeing them
 
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tooafraidtodiez

Will CTB before my favorite show ends
Apr 29, 2026
353
From asking about suicide forum to AI and from a website watchpeopledie. In the comment section i saw someone linking me to this site
 
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Passenger4224

Passenger4224

I appreciate everything that can kill me.
Mar 8, 2026
393
I genuinely don't remember
 
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smirks00ts

smirks00ts

have you...ever done something that you regret?
Jul 12, 2026
53
I watched the video about this website from the creator of Audacity. I forgot his name. Thats how I remembered it.
 
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Die.A.Ria

Die.A.Ria

My medical condition ruined my whole life
Jul 17, 2026
53
Its crazy how people make videos about it thinking it would help people not go on it but it has done the opposite which i find hilarious
 
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DriftingStars

Member
May 28, 2026
5
Someone from X/twt posted about this website where u can find resources on how to ctb
 
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UserFromNowhere

UserFromNowhere

Trial Mod
May 4, 2025
459
I found it years ago while mindlessly browsing the internet and subsequently put it out of mind until last year when I fell into a quite deep depressive state with suicidal ideation. I still had to do some searching for it when I was ready to look for it because I couldn't remember the exact name of the website, but I remembered its design and the topic of the website, so when I went searching it was rather easy to find.
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
304
that one video, you know the one. ever since that video i've been a lurker.
 
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justasmalltowngirl6

justasmalltowngirl6

Oracle
Jul 10, 2026
12
i was going down a wikipedia rabbithole and stumbled upon the article about sasu and decided to check it out.
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
1,218
I found sasu forum and the SN as a method via some youtube videos in 2024.
 
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monsterskin0061

monsterskin0061

New Member
Jul 6, 2026
2
I was watching an iceberg video of websites, and then SaSu was mentioned. I didn't care too much but recently i was watching a video about a young brazilian musician who CTB and used a forum, then i remembered of SaSu and joined it.
 
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hughmun9

hughmun9

Member
Feb 22, 2023
88
a music youtuber made a video disparaging the website. Talking about how unmoderated and dangerous it is. the irony...
 
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ilovecats1

ilovecats1

Member
Apr 15, 2026
74
my friend sent the self harm resources page and said this site is cool like 2-3 years ago. i talked with her recently and she says she forgot about that
that one video, you know the one. ever since that video i've been a lurker.
which one if you can share? ive never seen content about this forum before
 
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meowpuppy

meowpuppy

valerie | she/they | puppygirl
Jul 11, 2026
304
my friend sent the self harm resources page and said this site is cool like 2-3 years ago. i talked with her recently and she says she forgot about that

which one if you can share? ive never seen content about this forum before
itw as by like the most front facing dev of audacity
 
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Neosisyphean

Neosisyphean

Nihil
Jun 4, 2026
13
I don't remember exactly how, but I think I was looking for information on how to kill myself? I don't remember very well, I have a terrible memory.
 
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Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
737
its showed up in searching methods on google :pfff:
 
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EmbarrassedPotato

Member
Dec 5, 2025
22
I read this New York Times post about this website and how many people have killed themselves, it did not mention the name so I did some research and found this website.
 
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BirdWatcher

Member
May 17, 2026
12
I belive I first heard about it on 4chan years ago. Back then I took a look a this place out of curiosity, bookmarked it and then mostly forgot about it. Then later I developed the need to ctb, remembered about this place, found the bookmark again and came here for lurking.
 
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Set Real Goul

Set Real Goul

Does'next on the menu' ring a bell for ya...normie
Jul 10, 2026
70
I recently came across a video about the Cat Lady, and it got me thinking, damn, what if forums like that actually exist? So I told ChatGPT that I was writing a dissertation about people who want to CTB and asked if it could point me toward forums like that for research purposes.
And that's how I ended up here.
 
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pcm733

Member
Jun 14, 2026
10
Ages ago I saw articles about it criticizing it, then found it a few years ago.
 
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RawRX3

RawRX3

She/They | Waf Waf Awoo ^w^
Jul 16, 2026
22
Someone recommended it on an 8chan site I found, which I was looking for to find a place to talk about suicide thoughts and things. ^^
 
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burninghill

burninghill

Arcanist
Dec 2, 2025
404
I was on r/suicidewatch on Reddit for a while before someone there recommended this site to me. Couldn't thank them enough.
 
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Lost in a Dream

Lost in a Dream

He/him - Metal head
Feb 22, 2020
2,050
Before this, I was on a very different suicide forum, but that one was heavily censored and discussions about the right to die were totally banned, so I got sick of being there and looked up "pro-choice suicide forum". I lurked for a few days after that until I came up with a good username and I've been here ever since.
 
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outrider567

Illuminated
Apr 5, 2022
3,038
I first watched a channel 4 documentary on Kenneth Law and after doing some research on what the website was called i found out

also is his posts still up im really interested in seeing them
I spoke to him a few years ago, he was a really great guy, very sympathetic and understanding about people like us on this forum who are going through unending mental suffering, with a constant sense of and lonely desperate depression
 
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BradGuy123

Arcanist
Jul 6, 2025
477
I saw some kind of YouTube video about how this horrible Web site existed that encouraged people to commit suicide and gave detailed instructions. (I know now that's not true. That's just what the video said.) The video had the Web site name blacked out. It took some sleuthing but I found it.
 
slowlybreaking

slowlybreaking

I couldn't save you...
Jul 9, 2026
44
A BBC article after looking for ways to ctb without triggering the "bitch get help" pop-up from Google.
 
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HNR_

Close to a new begining...or for everything to end
May 21, 2026
152
Either I came across it when I was looking for the PPH or I found it in some reddit discussion like the one Burninghill mentioned above