Discussion what method would you pursue if pain or si didnt pose a problem?

[infinitesimal]

my first (public suicide discussion board) post, hi sasu! i ask this mostly out of curiosity, but also because ive had recurring thoughts of skinning myself alive. i feel like si is preventing me from doing some really gruesome shit to myself. i already struggle with self-harm, but not to such an extreme degree.

i wonder if peoples methods would change if pain or si didnt have to be considered, or if theyd stick with the method theyve thought about already. personally, i still might stick to the method im doing because its hard to do impulsively (and i wanna be 100% satisfied when i eventually ctb)… even though the urge to take the quickest and most brutal route is very strong.

 

[throwawaygirl]

Honestly probably poisoning with household chemicals, its a method ive gotten close to doing in the past but just sounds horrifyingly painful.

 

[Dinistro]

The fastest way!
On the roof, off the roof~

 

[Sleepycat]

Pain and fear stop me. I can pull the trigger when the chamber is empty and hate myself for being a coward when its not. Soo gunshot. Quick easy. Hopefully minimal mess. Or find someone to hook me up with the trip of a lifetime i can OD on.

 

[lilybug02]

Id choose cutting my wrists open its what i come close to every-time but its easy to be a coward because of the pain.

 

[lunamoonki]

Hanging. Cheap. Simple.

 

[FF777]

lol what a funny question......... if i didn't feel pain or SI then i guess making my self explode in public would be cool, like some mortal kombat fatality with my blood and guts flying every where and bones spinning through the air.. wait i guess i really could do that if i suicide-bombed my self to death and probably wouldn't feel much pain..

but my favorite method has always been H2S (hydrogen sulfide) because it's like: quick, painless, easy to obtain (some times), and i kind of like the edginess/coolness of knowing how freakishly toxic it is for some reason........ like some people accidentally die from it.. 1-2 breaths and you are knocked out fairly instantly if the concentration is high enough.. remember to wear goggles so it doesn't burn your eyeballs..

i was going to do that method last month and i almost did but then my motherfucking SI kicked in so fracking hard, and so basically i'm forced to keep living even though my life blows a fat dong..... noooooooooo

 

[Passenger4224]

I am not very worried about pain or survival instinct, so I'd still be going with jumping. I would choose another method if accessibility wasn't such an issue. If I could choose any method I wanted, and guarantee death, I'd combine gunshot and something else.

 

[otomedissection]

I feel like even with no pain or SI I'd still be too much of a coward to go through with it. But if I could, maybe poisoning myself. Just lay back and wait for it to kick in.

 

[Dandelion's]

Hanging. Cheap. Simple.

failed fsh and psh multiple times including today, it's not as simple as many seem to think.

 

[violetforever]

drowning

 

[TooMuch.]

Drowning

 

[delinquentsandwich]

probably stabbing myself lol
just want to feel the life slowly slip out of me

feels fitting since I'm just permanently anemic

 

[Lamentice]

Without pain then I might go back to the method I was trying years ago: partial hanging (never got it right). Or maybe jumping into the river before it freezes over for winter, which is also a method I was mulling over before.

Right now I'm settled on gun, but it's taking time, preparation, and money. PSH or drowning/hypothermia combo are pretty accessible to me.

 

[Kokonoe]

i've always really wanted to bleed to death. whether it be cutting my throat out or just stabbing myself all over. i really just wanna know what it feels like to slowly bleed out. obviously very unrealistic, though.

if i'm being a bit more realistic, and still not considering pain and si, then jumping or drowning.

my actual ctb choice is hanging and that's how i'll be going out so that's not really a fun answer for me to give.

 

[fluffyfrost]

psh or sn? idk

 

[decadance]

if i had no pain or SI i would go with jumping because it's the most accessible. i could walk somewhere pretty and do it there

 

[ctb_warrior]

Cyanide because it's guaranteed death

 

[PurpleMorality]

Is it weird that it's kind of nice to meet someone else with thoughts of skinning themself? Don't get me wrong, not great thoughts to have, but it's kind of cool to not be alone there.

If pain/SI didn't need to be considered, I'd probably default to trying to find an artery to cut and bleed out. It doesn't require any fancy setup or tools I don't already have, and my understanding is that the rate of failure is so high because of the pain.

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

out in a isolated cabin in a small bathroom or large closet. take sn then immediately after massive amounts of h2s or shoot myself

2. take a boat out over very deep water in the ocean . binoculars to make sure no one close . handcuff iron weight plates to me. optional take sn. then jump in water. I would sink really fast. no way i survive. but it would be painful

 

[h4ppyhypoxia]

good old plastic bag suffocation or just anything around the house so i wont have to splurge out on a nitrogen setup and my family can have more money after i ctb

 

[FuneralCry]

All I want is to cease existing as peacefully as possible with no more suffering but of course if it's up to me I'd choose to erase this terrible, torturous existence so it's like I never suffered at all, I just want this existence to be all gone and forgotten.

I'll always see this existence as the most terrible mistake that just tortures existing beings all for the sake of it, to suffer in this existence will just always be an abomination, all I want is the peace of non-existence, for me ceasing to exist is just all that could ever be positive in this existence of futile, deeply undesirable and torturous suffering.

 

[itsgone2]

Fsh.

 

[kirillbledny]

This is actually such a good question, I'd probably wanna stab myself or jump, while my current preferred method is OD

 

[lilb0wpeep]

Probably stabbing myself to death. Gruesome I know but overdose and hanging don't seem to work on me. Other methods are unobtainable or directly involve others, which I don't want to do. The only thing stopping me from this method now is that either from pain, the (even minimal-)blood loss(-I've passed out cutting before), or "ick" of (personal/self)gore I wouldn't be able to do enough damage and just end up hurting myself and looking like I'm insane.

That said I'm getting closer and closer to this point of not giving a shit about the potential consequences and might just give in in the hopes it'll let me out.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I would make a public display out of my death if for example, I had a disease that causes a person to not feel pain at all, which I've heard of people having for real and touching something so hot it severely burned their hand but they didn't feel it, or walking on a broken ankle and not feeling it while the foot is dragging behind them. If that were me, and I had no SI, I would go into the bank that sued me over a stupid loan and stab myself over and over in front of everyone in the building. I would also be laughing as I did it while the blood spurted out of me everywhere.

It would traumatize the people there for sure, but the loan department assholes deserve to be traumatized.