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zoftchan

zoftchan

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Feb 9, 2026
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it's gotten worse, I feel so horrible, I thought I was getting better but now I realize I haven't. Without him, I genuinely have no will to live, I can't be depended on someone, I feel like I'm stressing him out but like I genuinely feel sick without him. I can't help but self harm when he isn't around. I really need to be independent, since he's not always going be there to help me but I struggle to do so. I'm such a burden to him, no matter what he says I feel a sense of guilt.
 
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SufferingDev

SufferingDev

The Prince of the Earth's Last SN Stronghold
Aug 4, 2024
117
it's gotten worse, I feel so horrible, I thought I was getting better but now I realize I haven't. Without him, I genuinely have no will to live, I can't be depended on someone, I feel like I'm stressing him out but like I genuinely feel sick without him. I can't help but self harm when he isn't around. I really need to be independent, since he's not always going be there to help me but I struggle to do so. I'm such a burden to him, no matter what he says I feel a sense of guilt.
Hah - so I am not the only one who gets super stressed 5 minutes after their partner leaves the house
 

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