Hello, my darlings.

[orlandom]

Hello, my darlings. How are you doing? Has anyone gotten better? I come here less and less.




This does not mean that I never feel bad.

I feel bad very often.

But my brain erases those memories every day.

I specifically remind myself that she was the best in my life.

But my brain is working fine. He almost convinced me that she's not the best. And he invites me to find another. And fall in love again. Hope someone understands?

Or nobody?

 

[Worndown]

It sounds like you are doing well. If you are having a particularly dark day, check in and we will try to make you feel better.

 

[Bullit]

I am not your darling ! Well...OK...so ill be your darling. Sheesh!
Orlando I thought you met another her,who can take the place of the other her?

 

[orlandom]

I appeared on this forum while @and She were here.

I am not your darling ! Well...OK...so ill be your darling. Sheesh!
Orlando I thought you met another her,who can take the place of the other her?

I have already mentioned. There will be no one better than her.

But my brain almost convinced me that there would be someone better. You understand?

I'm not ready to try relationships with other girls yet. More precisely, I tried it and realized that I was comparing all of them with her and decided that this was not right.

I still love her. 8 months have passed. I dream about us every night. I constantly think about the past about that happy life.

But every minute is easier. Not better. Note. Not better - but easier.

Do you know why? As I said, the brain forgets those happy days.

And it seems already - that not everything is so bad.

Oh. There is so much weight and emotion in my words. And I am sure that so little we feel this weight and emotions in my words.

Anyway. I'm already thinking about a new relationship. But the injury hasn't healed yet. I feel bad. And it can be very bad. But I'm trying. I hope something works out.

It's bad that I was betrayed for the first time in my life at the age of 33. I would like it to happen earlier at 16, for example.

That is why it is so hard for me.

Something like this

 

[Bullit]

I hope you find happiness,someday.