Having fair shot in life yet turn out a wreck

[dospi1]

I had as fair shot as anyone could ask, good parents, ok economic status, no disises or disabilitys, yet im still a total wreck, good for nothing that will neve amout to anything and only keeps breathing becouse im afriad i might hurt my mom if i ctb. i have no habilitys good for nothing, im horrible whit people always lonley. so many people full of life could have done so much more whit what i was given and yet im still a cockroach. im so guilty every day,

Yet I who have more life have less... (segismundo)

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry that you feel this way. I know that it can be awful living such an miserable existence. This life can be very depressing and I understand that it can be unbearable when you are suffering so much. I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.