Asuraa
Member
- Aug 12, 2025
- 7
This pain is unbearable
i dont know what its like to be stabbed in the chest or shot
but if i could imagine how it feels this is exactly how it feels
My veins hurt
my head feels like it is being crushed
I hate my life
Why couldnt i be different?
All i wanted was to make her happy
Couldnt even do that
All i wanted was to do good with my life
Couldnt even do that
I could never do what i was supposed to do
I hate this entire existence
Why me
I love her so much. she was my first and only love. how could i find another person like her.
Noone but her would ever be okay with my imperfections.
And yet even she couldnt handle my useless self. she says she loves me. i think she just doesnt want to hurt me.
Because i am a useless human being. i provide nothing to this world.
I am a parasite.
I couldnt make myself go to school because i am a useless piece of garbage human.
I couldnt apply to jobs because im a useless garbage human.
I cant make money. i cant get an education.
Why live? Im just leeching off everyone.
I exist only to suffer and to cause others dissapointment.
My life is full of nothing. I can die and say i did absolutely nothing. remembered for nothing.
I live a meaningless life. And yet im too pussy to even end my life. I dont get it. I hate this entire existence with my whole soul and yet I cant do it to myself. I wish someone would kill me.
i dont know what its like to be stabbed in the chest or shot
but if i could imagine how it feels this is exactly how it feels
My veins hurt
my head feels like it is being crushed
I hate my life
Why couldnt i be different?
All i wanted was to make her happy
Couldnt even do that
All i wanted was to do good with my life
Couldnt even do that
I could never do what i was supposed to do
I hate this entire existence
Why me
I love her so much. she was my first and only love. how could i find another person like her.
Noone but her would ever be okay with my imperfections.
And yet even she couldnt handle my useless self. she says she loves me. i think she just doesnt want to hurt me.
Because i am a useless human being. i provide nothing to this world.
I am a parasite.
I couldnt make myself go to school because i am a useless piece of garbage human.
I couldnt apply to jobs because im a useless garbage human.
I cant make money. i cant get an education.
Why live? Im just leeching off everyone.
I exist only to suffer and to cause others dissapointment.
My life is full of nothing. I can die and say i did absolutely nothing. remembered for nothing.
I live a meaningless life. And yet im too pussy to even end my life. I dont get it. I hate this entire existence with my whole soul and yet I cant do it to myself. I wish someone would kill me.
