Harder

[Treeline589]

Its getting harder to just show up to work and act like nothing is wrong when my brain is focused on dying. I am not sure how much longer I can do this

 

[FuneralCry]

I can imagine it must be very exhausting having to carry on as normal when you do not want to be here. Putting on an act in front of others is certainly tiring. I'm sorry you are suffering. I wish you the best.

 

[trulyfeelhopeless]

Its getting harder to just show up to work and act like nothing is wrong when my brain is focused on dying. I am not sure how much longer I can do this

I feel the exact same way. And if we quit, that would just make shit even harder. Feels like there is no way out sometimes

 

[nowayout*]

Its getting harder to just show up to work and act like nothing is wrong when my brain is focused on dying. I am not sure how much longer I can do this

I feel the exact same way. It's hard to focus and work on anything when that's all you are thinking about. I can't do it much longer.

 

[forgotten15]

I am in the same situation. It's horrible having to go to work in this condition and the problem is I can't quit because I'll end up homeless. I am so depressed I barely get out of bed, it's absolute torture going to work and having responsibilities when all I want is to dissappear from this world. The only thing that helps me is the fact that I have days when I am aloud to work from hone.