I'm sick to death of life. I have no more energy left to carry on , does anyone else feel the same way. Wish I could just end things right now
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Chiisai
To infinity and beyond!
- Sep 1, 2021
- 754
I feel you. Wish I would never wake up from sleep.
Chiisai
To infinity and beyond!
- Sep 1, 2021
- 754
True. Wish there was a reset button.
hʚll
not real.
- Jun 18, 2021
- 467
same
i feel like crying so much, but i don't even have energy for that
ClownMe
Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
- Apr 7, 2021
- 20,560
I feel you, I just can't be bothered doing anything nowadays.
Chiisai
To infinity and beyond!
- Sep 1, 2021
- 754
I am glad you can still feel emotions. Lost mine some time ago and I feel I am just on auto-pilot everyday. If such auto-pilot is true, I really hope there's an off button somewhere in me and I'd just press it to finally end my suffering.
hʚll
not real.
- Jun 18, 2021
- 467
i think i feel pain but can't express it. if there was an off button somewhere in us, many would press it. would you press a button to erase all existence forever? i would probably feel overwhelmed by such choice. i 'm not sure what i would do, because i hate playing god, even though i think it would be better for everyone to die.
i wish you peace and freedom soon..
Chiisai
To infinity and beyond!
- Sep 1, 2021
- 754
Haha if pressing a button would mean to end others' existence, I wont. I believe not everyone wants to CTB. Some might just have started having the time of their lives. Wont ruin it for them. I only meant one that affects the individual. If i had such button that could affect me and what Im dealing with right now, that is what I meant. Thank you for the well wishes. I wish you peace and freedom too. :)
hʚll
not real.
- Jun 18, 2021
- 467
i just feel like the people who you say have just started living the time of their lives, they will be the ones to keep the life facade going on.
so yeah. i guess we will ctb but many innocents will keep being brough here to replace us
really sad
Chiisai
To infinity and beyond!
- Sep 1, 2021
- 754
Yes. Its really sad knowing whats going on in this world already. But well, its for them to decide.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,642
I have had enough of life too. All I want is to fall into an eternal sleep. For the most part life is just suffering, and there is no limit as to how bad it can get. As each year goes by, things get worse and I get more tired. It is like I have already died in a way, I just feel empty. I was perfectly fine not existing and it frustrates me how I was brought into this world without choice. Life is just not for me.
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,823
me to I'm sick to death of life. and living want my life
to end want to die
NormaJeane
Member
- Mar 24, 2021
- 648
I am tired of life, wanted to die for five years, I have nothing to live for anymore, the problem is to find a method that works so the survival instinct not leads to a failed attempt. I have bought the book Five Last Acts - The Exit Path from Amazon, more than 800 pages about death and suicide, I will read the book first, maybe I will be wiser.I hear you all. I've had enough too. I'm so damn tired. It's exhausting going through each day. I just need to manage to hold enough energy to ctb and be done.Similar threads
